Sunday, February 27, 2005Y

Hahax, I hab fun yesterdae arh. I went to watch a show called Magic Of Love. Actually I tot tt it was love show, couple love arh, bt den when I watched, it was father n daughter love… sae real de, a bit shocked arh. J.T said tt he watched it b4 liao, bt oso wonder y he watched it again… :s
We went dere by mrt, when I 1st meet sam with Jamie @ lot 1, we took neoprint arh, den found tt it was already too late, so we went dere straight. On our way, we actually found tt it wasn’t s long time taken s I tot…
We reached dere. Den noe~ wad?! E toopid tuo niao called me lau aunt! Wah piang eh, den I call him ji kor peh. Reali lorx, den while we r waitin fer our monitor, marvin, we were playin at e playground… hahax… den chase kaisheng here n dere cox I wan take photo of him with boy boy’s hp… tt dae I aknowledge 1 son n 1 daughter wuahaha.
I reached hm at bout goin to midnight, 11 plus. Quite scary to walk alone arh… bt den when reached hm, my mother scope rice fer me to eat, den I realized tt I m reali hungry without eatin e whole dae…
Tt dae oso my 1st time drinkin blended iced oreo!

Friday, February 25, 2005Y

2dae quite moody when saw jamuna n lynne. I said ellox bt no response, mayb dey bz wit other things, lata dey sae I dink too much again haix. 2dae on netball, quite fine bt den e physical trainin made me so sick. Actually it wasn’t hard @ all bt jux tt my lungs cant take it. Saw dem play full-court when Mr. tan asked me how to play netball.
Saw yiwen todae a bit strange arh, cox last time she dun owas mix around wit e juniors de bt den 2dae horx, wit e sec 2s @ dere laugh laugh laugh lyk shit. Mayb ish bcox we sec 2 joined their side bahx.

afta netball, I went to e bus stop wit ruiling, we chatted, she cant stop laughin oso. Hahax. Beri funny sia. Den toke til tracy dere den toke til yiwen oso. I hope yiwen can accept ruiling s her godsista cox ruling will not b lyk me.

me n Jamie went plaza todae, afta our cca, we toke a lot bout jas. She told me tt she treasured tis sistaship last time bt not when I owas mention breakin nowadaes. Sumtimes I dink tt dey mux understand tt I hab lotx of prob in sch, dey oso hab bt not s much s me. I want to put down all these things aside n enjoy my life wit jas bt den everydae in sch everything ish e same. I want to avoid all these bt how? Will b e 1st quest in my mind. Jux tt I feel tt sam sam n Jamie doesn’t understand me @ all…

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Friday, February 25, 2005

Thursday, February 24, 2005Y

2dae quite moody n sad arh. 2dae I found out tt mayb it’s beta nt to hab e group J.A.S bahx. In secondary sch, my life was being humiliated, every dae to me ish e same bcox e same things will keep happening again, wonder y. if I do anything rong, I hope tt e person will tell me cox if I dunnoe anything, I dunnoe wad to learn from my mistakes n hatin each other will nvr cum to an end. Sumtimes, I jux wanna take my hp, dial my my godsista number n ask her to cum down help me settle things. Bt den once I cooled down, I noe tt if I ask my godsista down, everything will b worse. I dun dare tell my godsista everything, becox to me everydae ish a big nite mare even scarier den habin denise n Julia to revenge on me. I noe tt my godsista dote on me, she will help me settle things, bt den sumtimes I jux dun wanna implicate her, she oso hav her things to settle, bt den in e meanwhile, if wadeva things happens, n keep goin on n on, I will mayb ask her cum down help me settle, it’s so difficult to breathe in dere, I jux dun lyk to take my godsista to pressurize everybody so I decided to giv in. haix, mayb dey still dunnoe tt dere’s a limit to 1’s patience. Mayb one dae tt when me, tis sleepin volcano will erupt bahx. Mayb tt dae will becum e worse dae in my life bahx. Mayb I mux try to endure n giv in to otherx bahx. Mayb putting myself into blame when I did not do anything rong ish correct bahx. Jux hope tt dey wont push me too hard bahx. How I wish to go back into my pri sch life! :(

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

Wednesday, February 23, 2005Y

2dae will b e most exciting dae in my sec 2 yrs currently. 2dae ish sports heat, tis ish e selection of sports dae. 1st, I went fer 100 m race, wad a shame man! I was e last runner sehx, it doesn’t onli show tt I m e worse runner in e level bt oso a disgrace to my netball team. Wahliao, haix, zao zi dao I dun join liao. I saw ppl chasin each other in sum of the race which is long distance, wahliao lorx, dey so gd sehx, dink I will buck up den next yr go fer long distance run. 2dae oso my 1st time cheerin fer all those in my hse de in high pitch man.
I was so so disappointed man bt den lata, I went fer high jump. To me, I already lost confidence cox I m so big size how can jump high? Den sum more tis is e 1st time I joined high jump siax. Mr Tan oso hav no patience sehx, bt den horx mayb ish bcox of e sec 1s bahx. Bt I hope tt he can learn to hab patience oso. I do a lot of times bt to no avail den in e end when Mr. tan made me cry, my heart was filled wit hate @ tt time, den I just go n JuMp my bez, den I did it! Mr. tan was oso veri happy, @ dere sae, u did it! U did it! Den Mr. tan increase e height den I jump until when e part I couldn’t jump anymore, I got bronze while My fwen, Jamie n Meiyan continued to compete, in e end, Jamie gt 1st n Meiyan gt 2nd. Haix, she oso 1st time join bt den I lose to her, bt nvm cox I will b learning a lot from her. Jux wanna pray hard tt my relay fer 4x100 m will b a success…

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

2dae a tiring dae man! Me gt TaF den gt P.E. den e Mr Kong made me run till lyk shit, bt actually horx, can built up my stamina, hehex… den afta sch gt netball. Hab fun arh though e physical training killing me, my senior owas telling me ‘muz endure, muz endure’ hahax… me feelin lyk askin yiwen now whether she still treat me s her sista cox I dink she would not. It’s a real pity to lose such a nice sista lyk her, reali. Sumtimes sumthings cant tell sum ppl bt wished tt she could b my listening ear. Dink everything changes now, dunnoe how will she react when she noe wadeva things bout me n tracy, dey all all gd fwenz mahx, dink she will misunderstand me if I tell her everything. Haix… try arh, c wad will she reply. Updating 2ml again to find out e ans…

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Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Tuesday, February 22, 2005Y

2dae, feelin hurtz, bt den oso relieved when I broke sista ship wit 1 of my closest sista, christine, she told me tt she changed a lot, from a gd little gal to now a gal hu does lotx of bad things. Mei, I wan tuh tell u tt secondary ish lyk tt, jux follow ur principles go on wit ur life, dun forget oso wad u taught me when we r close tt time, sumtimes u will ask me tt time when we r close sista, y dun I tell things n y sumthings I need tuh hide from u, todae, from wad u told me, will b ur ans, n I noe u will b satisfied wit e ans. Dere lotz of problems in tis society, beginning times will b in secondary sch fer sum ppl bt fer me ish in pri sch. Sumtimes, sumthings ish beta nt to noe it den noe it, it will onli increase 1’s burden. S fer me, I hab just settle my own personal problems wit my fwen, ruiling, hope tt she will b understandin, n oso I will heed ur advice, sure no prob, bt juz gib me sum time, s fer yiwen, to me, I jux hope tt we can go back to e past when I wan to change e history fern nt makin a bad impression of her 1st impression of me, bt now, of course ish a big no, bt I jux hope tt she will b my gd god jie, I m currently waitin fer her reply. S fer tracy, mayb reali nth to sae liao, bt I hope tt she will gt e whole story, n put e blame afta she gts e whole story. Fer me now, I onli wan to clear all those misunderstandin to whom I care, e rest, wadeva dey sae, to me ish nt important liao cox wadeva dey wanna dink of me o make up stories, I m reali sick n tired liao, I promise myself tt I wont let these matter implicate e ones beside hu r innocent, lyk netball team n My Group J.A.S, now I hope tt if any netballers read tis, dey will gib me comments n correct me when I m ring, sumtimes, I reali need u all to guide me, not onli in netball bt other things s well…

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Monday, February 21, 2005Y

2dae i leave sch early cox I hab to go to hospital (NUH) to take my urine test result. Abit nervous arh, cox hab been visitin health promotion board n nuh recently arh. Phew, e test result was fine, dere were no more blood traced in the urine bt dere was more protein. I hav to take another test while takin blood again! Wahliao, last time take blood causes me to vomit den now muz take again, haix. Bt I dun hab to worry now cox it will happen onli in may, afta tt will b screening of my kidney to see the size of it whether it’s healthy o not. Haix, when will I stop visitin e hospital? Dear God, plz ans to me!

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Monday, February 21, 2005

Friday, February 18, 2005Y

2dae a tiring dae man! Me gt TaF den gt P.E. den e Mr Kong made me run till lyk shit, bt actually horx, can built up my stamina, hehex… den afta sch gt netball. Hab fun arh though e physical training killing me, my senior owas telling me ‘muz endure, muz endure’ hahax… me feelin lyk askin yiwen now whether she still treat me s her sista cox I dink she would not. It’s a real pity to lose such a nice sista lyk her, reali. Sumtimes sumthings cant tell sum ppl bt wished tt she could b my listening ear. Dink everything changes now, dunnoe how will she react when she noe wadeva things bout me n tracy, dey all all gd fwenz mahx, dink she will misunderstand me if I tell her everything. Haix… try arh, c wad will she reply. Updating 2ml again to find out e ans…

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Friday, February 18, 2005

Thursday, February 17, 2005Y

2dae sch same same. Afta sch I went to com lab 4 do tt stupid home econs. Actually cant sae stupid arh, cox ah ngoh oso home econs cher, me n her lyk gd fwen lyk tt arh. My mood was being spoilt by tracy afta sch, nt her fault actually. Saw her when I walk down e stairs arh, she was happily carrying sumthing back to sch, I tot she wasn’t angry wit me le, bt hu noes, me sae ellox bt she did not reply. I dunnoe wad to do den she will understand lorx. I dun hab e mood to check on her de lorx, hu cares rite. I m nt a les, she hab had her own privacy de lorx. Haix. Mayb time will change everything lyk time changes e sistaship between denise n Julia n i… hope time will oso let her understand…

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Tis is fer more information bout me bahx… in primary sch, I hab lotz of nick nameZ, lyk kiasu, eagle, apple. E one tt I lyk most ish apple, cox it reflected on me, I m owas a cheerful gal, with all my fwenZ, owas together going out, hang round our fav places. Tis yr, I dunnoe y, bt mayb it’s e cause of me losing my most valued sistaship wit denise n Julia, to sae it real, it was reali a big blow to me, I thought tt we could go back to e past when we r owas happi soon bt I was so rong, n of course it hurt myself, 1 yr plus already I dink, I hab already trying to hold on fer tis sistaship so long le, bt tis sistaship haben been re-built up. In sch, I hav already let dem humiliate me, wit all those fwenz around, sae-ing n tokin bout me. My attitude towards my cca (My fav sports currently) netball changed. I was owas so moody, quiet, lonely sitting else where alone while others was playin happily.i m owas spoiling their mood. Nobody lyks me, I hack care wad dey dink of me tt time cox to me I wanna hold on 2 tis sistaship. When I give up, when I begin to lyk netball, when I wanted to strive sumthing, b sum1 in netball, I noe tt I m too late in dere cox everybody hab already hab bad impression of me. Suddenly mixing around, mayb causing dem to feel veri uncomfortable n givin in to me sumtimes. I wanted to quit netball, I wanted to re-try joining e 1st cca I hab chosen when I was in sec 1, tt was IT, a senior, which I m nt beri close to, toked to me, she sae a lot of things to me tt I will rmb, its useful to me bahx. She ish caring n e 2nd senior hu showed concern to me, YiWen. To me I feel as if she was my elder sista givin me advices, teaching me, telling me wad’s right n rong, I asked her to b my godsista, she agreed. But den bcox of bad-communicating again wit my teams, n plus wadeva my ex-sista did to me, I was so fed up tt I wanted to break off tis sistaship wit yiwen, she of course accept it bt I regretted it beri much cox I shouldn’t vent my temper, makin a big fuss of everything. It’s awkard fer me to face her wheneva she goes training. When I m close to yiwen, 1 of my other senior oso showed me concerns, although I dun reali lyk her in e beginning, she became a person tt owas tell jokes, making me laugh in msn. She told me tt she missed netball beri much when tt time she was overseas. Dunnoe y, time files, actually I hab forgotten y I started to quarrel wit tracy. We didn’t toke lots more, awkard to c her in netball oso, bt den another misunderstanding add on to my burden when she tot tt I hab been checkin on her. I dun wanna tell her e truth y I noe things bout her, bt in e end I told, nt becox I wanted to fight back my rights fer myself bt becox I dun wanna her scolding e person hu told me cox wad he said made me feel beri touching, even he doesn’t c tracy tt often n dun owas toke to her, he feels tt tracy ish e bez sista tt he eva had. Brother n sista luv tt I haben seen n feel b4, wad she wan to misunderstand, I hack care, bt to me, her brother is e bez brother I hab eva seen…

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Thursday, February 17, 2005

Tuesday, February 15, 2005Y

Hey, I haben update my bloGspoT fer long time liao. Tis ish to add to tis bloGspoT. <<15/2/05>>2dae ish e beZ dae I eva hav had in netball<<>>Guess wad, it’s also veri unbelievable to me<<>>2dae ish our last tournament>><>We went to Lot 1, take neoprint, even though I hab taken neoprint wit tt machine, I nvr knew tt it can actually take more shots den wad I hab been taken!>>Lame lah I noe<<>>We went to PIZZA HUT! My 1st time u noe~ I nvr eaten pizza b4>><><><>Actually, it taste great<>2dae, e bez dae I eva had, guess tis neoprint of mine (e onli 1 taken of my netball team) will brings back lotz of memories of 2dae after everybody pass out when we r sec 4<<>>Thnx guyZ fer gibing me such wonderful memories!<> cckss NeTBaLL RoxZ 4eva!!<<

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Tuesday, February 15, 2005

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