Sunday, August 21, 2005Y

2dae was quite happi actually, spirit high. I think that Jesus answered to my problem. No matter how hard I tried to make fwen and to b a gd fwen to e netballerx, I still failed. When they laugh becox of me, I felt glad. At least I m success in making them laugh.
2dae I sms-ed Huiting, my new netball mate n fwen. Becox i just wanted to let her noe that she can hav others s a gd fwen instead of me, i think she will regret in the end bahx, cox i m not a gd fwen. She said that she said that she will b my fwen no matter wad others say, she bliv that i m not a les n she ish closer to me co xi m her dada. Actually i feel that wad she saes was too early, i dink in the end she will regret de. Haix. I oso not faith in fwen ship le. Jux zou yi bu suan yi bu lorx. Hahax. We will be making our own t-shirt. Fwenship shirt bahx, 2ml i m going to her hse fer e first time. Dunnoe wad will happen. A bit excited arhx.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005Y

2dae i went to MR fer cross country… when it announced tt it was fer e lower sec girls to start, i was a bit quite sad when i cant get 2 run. But i dink i will train up fer next yrs…
i saw huting ran to e ending point, wanted to cheer fer her lyk i cheered fer anybody tt reached e ending point, but i m afraid tt she might still b angry, haix…
she toked to me when she saw me, she smiled so i thought everything was okay. I asked wad position she get she told me 51, i asked her wad happen, she said tt dere ish sum 1 infront of her cutting. Den i asked her y didn’t she kick tt person out of e way, n everybody beside her laugh. Tis ish e 1st time i made e girls hu was owas wit dnj laugh, felt quite happi…

2dae i called coach Vivian, she said that her training starts next sat. i was glad that i cld train up wit her to proof to all team mates that i can b better, n of course, mr joseph too. Coach Vivian asked me to confirm wit huiting 1st but in the end my parents dun allow. Dey said that i hab been exercising fer 5 times per week, sat shld b e dae that i rest at home, catch up wit my studies. Haix… i wan to get put of taf so that i cld train wit her…
i told my parents that just let coach vivians training b a temporary one 1st n c how, but dey refused til e end. I wun gib up de, no matter wad happens, netball rulex. Huiting, u wun c tis but i wan to sae tt we will strive in netball til e end. NetBaLL RuLeX!! 2ml will be meeting serene mummy, a person whom i noe in church, i wish i can grow up quickly den i can b a Christian wifout my parents objecting.
God, plz make tt happen..

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