Tuesday, June 27, 2006Y

2dae went tuh sch as per normal. Nth much actually. Saw xiao szeming ard too. She long tyme nvr cum find her da bian jie liao. I bout 2 days nvr use com for fwenster le. Anw, *W* accept me in fwenster le, checked in sch. Will send him msg. LOL.

Went for history lesson, and cher did nort cum! Was nort really happi ova she did nort come, but was happy bout nort doing of hmwk! Yays! Den went for normal lesson. Ate vegetarian food during recess tyme. Oh gosh! If I keep eating, when can I really jian fei? And TAF starts this thurs. I wanna play basketball wit my TAF fwens. LOL. Sho qi dai!

Den denise asked me how much I rebonded my hair. I told her $60. but she cant stop calling me *chio bu*. Oh my oh my. Was si bei paisehs. God, pls stop letting her call me tt! Pls! I m bu chio nort chio bu. Really really seriously. Get this fact clear onto her head tt she ish the chio one. Thanks. =)

Mrs Adeline tan nvr cum today as usual. Ppl say she took child care leave. I dunnoe. But hope she will start teaching us. Saw mrs Philip today. She asked chong ying tuh help her collect the holiday assignment and will go through wit us. She is no longer our a maths cher. I si bei sad man! I really cried. I noe ahs, I owas cry. Anyway, feel excited meeting serene mummy they all at lot 1 this sat! yays!

Waiting tuh receive my hptos in FCBC miracle week!

Sunday, June 25, 2006Y

2dae woke up nort very early. Bu the atmosphere in my hse was tense. I had gort tt feeling tt was bothering me. I dunnoe whether I shld go church. But den I knew tt I miss my serene mummy, and I SHLD go church. Sho, I jus prepare everything lyk it was before. I waited for the tyme tuh go by faster. It happened tt the tyme slows down today. It was nort even 1030 when I finish the story book. Den I finally decide tuh go out early tuh leave the atmosphere in the hse, maybe I will feel beta. I went into the lrt early. Den szeming was a bit late. Den when we reached cck mrt platform, qiqi was late and so was jiawen, szeming de fwen. When we finally reached expo mrt, I cld nort go out of the mrt. Cos the machine said *overstay*. Urgh!! I dunnoe wad happened. Den I went tuh the counter and asked. Dey say I stayed in the mrt and lrt for more den 2 hrs, tts y. den I nit tuh pay $2. I was lyk, im already broke. Den I told dem I wanna pay by cash nort deducting the amount from my card. Den the person decided tuh giv me a chance. They onli deduct 40 cents. Phew! Den me and qiqi was lost in the crowd. Cant find szeming anywhere. Called Cynthia and she was in the toilet. Den szeming managed tuh find us. I miss Cynthia dey all. Sho we hug hug. LOL.

Went into the church, was praying hard tuh see serene mummy soon. But when Cynthia called her, she jus went out. We jus went in and she went out? LOL. Oast by, but she did nort see us. We too, did nort see her. den we sat down at a corner. Cynthia offered sausage for me tuh eat, but I cant eat oily food, den I rejected. Den Cynthia handed me a cup of drink. Cant rmb wad drink ish tt. But it was very sour. But I cant tell her I cant drink, sho jus gobble it down my throat. I saw Catherine, JT de wife, szeming de mummy. We talked a bit lahs. But dun really noe her well. She owas very small size lyk my serene mummy. LOL. She and JT very compatible. LOL.

We went into the hall. And we sat down. I looked forward tuh seeing serene mummy, but she did nort appear. Den suddenly she appeared! Den I broke into tears. We hug hug and she prayed for me. We sang songs tuh worship Jesus, our Lord. Den jump here and dere. I wanna sing too, aloud, but dunnoe how tuh sing. (O.o)

Den when pastor kong talked tuh the ppl, I did nort take down sermon notes. I dunnoe how. Tuh me a bit chim lahs. Cos nvr went dere b4. den decide ask szeming help me copy. [paisehs szeming, u gort work still ask u type for me]. Thanks!

Had a great tyme. Meeting Cynthia and serene again this sat. God, bless me wit strength again! I knew even though I lied, it’s a correct decision. I will face any consequences. Thanks God, for making this trip today a success. Thanks!

Saturday, June 24, 2006Y

2dae went tuh serangoon garden sell things. There known tuh be terrace hses as as much as the whole panjang area. Keng yang said tt there cld at least earn $500, very easy tuh sell. But in the end, it was nort ture lors. Urgh!! We went for a while, den giv up. Cos it was too sunny and ppl all rejected. When we reached causeway point, meiyen received a msg from junior tt batok area dere gort a ps donate $50! Oh man. Den the junior wanted tuh giv her 50 book marks, den she say she jus take one. Oh man! She was simply too generous! God, thanks so much for letting our grp met her. thanks. =)

we walked, but a bit sians. Cos im nort in meiyen de grp de fwen. Den a bit extra ova dere. Cos chun yu went tuh stead hse watch movie and emeline go home le. Haish. We went ard lokkinf for new shirts. I wanna save money til the end of this yr, den buy many many new clothes and shoes. Den afta my Os, I wanna cut new hair style. LOL. God, bless me wit the determination of saving money. =)

when I went off mrt and took lrt. I was lyk sho sians too. Cos alone mahs. Den dere listening tuh my mp4. dunnoe the songs repeat how many tymes le. Gort bout 5 tuh 6 tymes bahs. See?! Very sians rite?
Den when the lrt arrived and I was a bout tuh board, den I saw shi min! she looked at me. But I jus gave a blank face. I noe I knew it was her. but lyk, a bit weird! It has been long since I saw her again. Nort really much changes. Den daren msg me when I was half way in the lrt. She say shi min asked her msg me tell me she saw me. But y cant shi min onself msg me? Maybe she dun hab my no. I cant reply daren, sho the 1st thing I reached home, I called daren. !! LOL. My great fwens! My pro sch fwens. But a bit malu arhs. Cos I still look ugly and fat. =( next tyme ask dem out go walk walk. LOL.

2ml goin church. God, bless me wit strength wit determination. I dun wanna last min changes. I miss dem too much. U know it! thanks! =)

Friday, June 23, 2006Y

2dae woke up late.!! I forgot tell my mum tt 2dae meeting ruiling sho hab tuh wake up earlier. LOL. Was suppose tuh Meet her bout 8.15 in the bus 190, den I woke up 8.10. den quickly use my hse fone msg her. but when I turn on my hp, I received 5 msg. all ruiling except one dunnoe hu, forgot le. Den I rush tuh sch. Ate my porridge and medicine rushing. Den ruiling say meet her in the library. I board off the bus, den walk the path tuh the traffic light. I was humming tune. Den suddenly sum one called me. It was qiqi, wah, sho surprised. She told me I was in the same bus wit her, den she cld nort catch me up. Hahas. She was lyk panting hard. =) den walk tuh the library.

Did lots things today. Played netball jus now! Whee! Long tyme nvr play le. Den a bit rusty. Pant a bit. My health many probs mahs. Den lyk cant do strenuous exercise. But managed tuh shoot in quite lots ball. I nort shooter lehs. Sho, *clap*clap*clap* *bow*
LOL.

In library, use the com upload sum pics for meiyen. The yfc grp de. Den gort lots of szeming de pic. LOL. Slept in the canteen while listening tuh mp4. LOL. Charging now.

Jus now my cousin cum fetch baby. Den asked her help us buy the bookmarks. She asked how much, den I say $1. she say she oso bought charity tickets for movie, ask me tuh go watch. 5 lehs. Her family plus the two of us, me and my sista. Den I say I go if she help us buy the book marks. LOL. Den she say buy how many, den I say, u my cousin lehs mus buy many. LOL. In the end, she bought 5. $5! 2ml gib meiyen. LOL. At least I did smt. =)

2dae followed them tuh yfc. Mr png gave us $10 for fare. Nort give lahs, ish lend. Mus claim baq for him.=) den I saw the Joanna tt was the VWO of our grp. Was lyk sho happi. I asked meiyen if u can treat this grp as mine. She say, since I owas cum down help, of course can. Cos I dun hab my own grp mahs. LOL. I owas treated this grp lyk my own.

2ml goin tuh serangoon garden sell. Dere gort lots terrace hse. The size lyk bukit panjang filled wit terrace hses. Can earn quite lots. Sho I m ready tuh go. Are u? =)

God, thanks for the good day 2day. Hope u bless me wit beta 2ml. thanks. =)


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Oh man. I seem tuh mind onli my own matters and neglect those hu are ard me. Yea blog, u dunnoe tt I owas felt so mauch beta tokin tuh u. thanks for being dere when I needed u. okies, stop the crapping and start the post.

Today went tuh sch as per normal. Saw szeming de tag. I replied. LOL. But we dun toke much though. Maybe I maws too straightforward bout the counselor dingy. I did? Opps! Sowie szeming. =) today we slacked all the way. And nope, szeming did nort ask me go sch wit her. maybe cos 2dae she has tuition bahs. Dun gib it a thought lehs. Think in a positive way. =) I slept in the chill out room soundly wit ruiling. Dun dink we slept together. We jus slept in the room. Its big in a sense. LOL. Benjamin told meiyen tt dey wld break record for emeline dunnoe how spell her name. but in the end, onli sold 30. LOL. Did nort break record. We slacked today. Did nort do anything except waiting patiently in the library and carrying things up and down the library. Did toke bout *W* today oso. Ruiling de feeling same as mine the last tyme. Can understand. LOL.

Took sum pictures wit ms low tuhday. She say sending me, but in the end, dunnoe where izzit. Can find in my mail. Nort in junk too. Oh gosh. Wasted $$. Will ask her send again. I wanna joseph pic. Saw him 2dae training the trackers. But yiwen does nort seem tuh train lehs. Dunnoe wad happened. Maybe sick? I heard joseph asked her, *can go home alone arhs? Really? * maybe smt did really happened tuh her. God, if smt really did happened tuh her, bless her wit everything u can. Thanks. =) no trg 2ml. YAYS!!

Called Cynthia and asked bout sat. knew bout it le. Called sam and qiqi dey all. Qiqi nort going, gort dunnoe wad programme in the CC. already missed 2 session, sho cantmiss anymore. Sam nort goin cos I nort goin too. LOL. Cos me and sam nort close le mahs. Lata dere extra, much more I cant eat ant now, lata hai the team kanna lose. Den I sure sibei paisehs de. But den I wan tuh go church this sun (was quite sad when szeming say she go *alone* cos we ming ming agreed go together de). No matter wad, no matter wad lies I say, I wan tuh go! Cos I really miss serene mummy. I really do. We 3 agreed to go together. LOL.

* neglected sum ppl in my lyfe. Maybe jus becos I was too *into* myself. I nort sure. Lyk kai, owas ask him bout html. He complain liao. But wad can I do. Me and him oso no topic say anything. Szeming? Maybe. Cos nvr msg or ant. In msn she oso nvr auto toke tuh me. Jamie. Now we dun toke much in msn. In the past yes. I wonder how she. Cant be her good fwen, nvm, at least know tt she ish well. Hmm. 2/7 mates? Maybe. I nort sure. I seem nort tuh noe ant bout everything. Maybe. God, pls bless everybody I noe. Everybody in the world. God bless world peace. Bless everyone wit good health. Let serene mummy preach well and do more things for u. bless me wit great success hits sun going tuh FCBC. I really do miss serene mummy lots. Pls. thanks. =)

gtg le. Maybe im nort tt type of person can hab fwens bahs. Cya!

Wednesday, June 21, 2006Y

2dae went tuh sch as per normal. Nort the usual sch tyme, but the usual YFC tyme. God left me in sch safely. Thanks. =) I went tuh sch wit szeming, waited for her in the bus stop. but still, dun hav much tuh toke. I wan tuh test her smt, will she msg me and asked tuh mit in the bus stop again the next YFC. Cos fwenship ish really a two way traffic.

Reached sch 2dae meeting my fwens in the canteen. Before tt I received meiyen de msg, she asked me remove the link in the teamflyingfree blog. I was lyk. A big HUH. Cos I tot she wants tuh take away the onli credits for myself and the rest. I tot blog mus have copyrighted. I was lyk sho angry. But I did asked why when I arrived in sch. Meiyen told me tt jane spurted nonsense in her blog. Complaining every grp members of the YFC. Ms ow already beliv-ed her too much tt she even scolded the rest. Wad does she wants. I noe she ish lonely in sch, I noe she has nort much fwens in sch acc her. i noe meiyen wants me tuh team for blogging but does nort wans the history tuh repeat. Tts y, I owas msg her, meeting her in the canteen for YFC. Tuh pei yang a bit of fwenship. Haish. But… haish. I oso dunnoe how tuh out it. It was really bad of her. when I knew the news today, I was lyk sho shocked! Really. Szeming oso very agitated. We went tuh the com lab immediately and delete the links away.

I wan tuh apologise tuh meiyen fot nort trusting her. really really seriously.

We read jane de blog. It was absurd. Really. Even the innocent mrs Philip oso let her drag in. I noe its her own personal feeling. But she has gort tuh understand. I was very fed up when I heard this. Really. Haish.

Szeming went for ryan de grp dingy and we stayed in the library. I finally gort tuh tag szeming de blog. LOL. But she ish bias. Cos her blog de pics onli ryan tt grp. Very few our grp de. Haish. But ruiling saw my blog 2dae and helped me tag. Nort really posting. I lowered the part for her. she listened tuh songs. We sang songs in the library. The most memorable one ish when I managed tuh sing the high part of ocean de song, den everybody clap clap. On man. I jus simply love singing lots. =) I asked ruiling, if she were tuh comment my singing rate for 10 marks, wad marks wld she give, she said more den 6 & 7. tuh me, seriously, 5 ish enuff, at least its nort noise pollution. Ruiling asked me y dun I go join campus superstar. She dunnoe tt I tot this b4, nort becos I think my singing ish sho great. Jus becos I wanna gib it a try. I told her nope. Cos before I can sing a single sentence, the judges wld press the red bell. LOL.

Den ruiling told me bout *W* de dingy. She has a feeling whether *W* lyks her nort. She says it’s the curiosity similar tuh mine lyk when I wanna noe whether kai lyks me. Den we began tuh toke bout him. LOL. Den I sms the guy wit meiyen de fone, asked him reply tuh my hp. Waiting tuh noe the ans now. LOL. Lata mus tell ruiling. LOL.

Went home afta tt. =)

Thanks God for keeping me alive.

* saw J.T tuhday in the mac. Wah, he still recognize me, sho means I did nort change tt much. =) he told me smt. Smt tt struck my brain out of my head, my heart out of my rib-bones. I cried. I really cried. It’s a happy thing, but still I cried. Serene mummy wld no longer be wit us. She became a pastor. I shld be happy for her. I shld and I m! but its lyk, I wun be under her anymore. No more. I missed her badly. I nit my parents tuh agree letting me go for the competition cos I wanna meet her. spend tyme wit her. izzit too late? Its my fault for sho many things tt I jus cant accompanied her. I miss her. J.T say I wld most probably be under his wife le. I dun wan. Its nort tt I dun lyk his wife, its tt I dun wanna lose serene mummy. Haish. God, bless her wit success pastor. Let her preach tuh more non-Christian. I will owas love her. thanks. =)

Tuesday, June 20, 2006Y

2dae felt okie bahs. Went tuh sch for YFC. Actually szeming goin ryan de grp de, but den dey cancelled last min. sho bo bian, she went for our grp. Had fun. At 1st felt pang she, sho I went out buy food for the rest. When goin baq, szeming toke lots, but cant reply, was nort feeling well. But she did nort know, heng.. LOL.

Den ms low went tuh sch for tuition. Xue hua cld nort make it on tyme. Den nvm lors. Ms low went tuh library chose book for me. Quite thin de, but a good start, she says de. LOL. Having pillow fight in the library. Helped push the cupboard ard. LOL.den play and play. When volunteers reached, we went baq. Szeming and I went plaza. Told her lots things. Dunnoe whether it was a right choice. Bit say le, how tuh take baq. Den leave it lors. She has many god siblings mahs. But I dunnoe how tuh be a good jie. LOL. And I cant be closest tuh her. She has many jie LOL.

Monday, June 19, 2006Y

2dae went tuh sch. But was nort feeling well. But still went tuh sch. Cos tot 2dae gort English supp. But in the ms low say she gort another appointment. Haish. Actually wondering when will I get tuh learn things in the holiday. I prayed hard tuh Jesus. And Jesus answered my prayer. He let me be safe while going tuh sch. When I arrived in sch. Saw some volunteers. I rested on the table. Im nort tired, jus nort feeling well. Making myself seem tuh be sleeping. Szeming went too. But she went Holland village nort long afta tt. Christina kanna slap. Actually it was nort intended, but somehow it came too hard across her ear, tts y it hurts. She cried. I wanted to go over but ppl crowd ard her. I dunnoe wad tuh say tuh her. But when deres nort mush ppl, I went over. =)

szeming passed me a bag of CDs. Was kind of her. LOL. I collect CD mahs. Added tuh my collection. Coming tuh 200 CDs le bahs. But cant return her CD for now, cos haven buy blank CDs. SIBEI paisehs man, I did nort even gib her anything, lend her anything. And she lend me. Haish. Wanted tuh teach her html, but times does nort came in right. Ytd she came tuh my hse in the morning. But she goin in a rush. It made me feel tt she was actually rushing for smt, yet she kept her promise tuh come over. Maybe she knew tt I wanted her tuh come ova. Duunoe lahs. I dunnoe wad she thinking. LOL. Oso cant lend her CD, dunnoe wad she wans. God, let me nort be paisehs. She mei lehs, jie mus treat mei beta de mahs. Nows the opposite way. Haish. =)

the blogskin ish done. It was a relive. At least my part was done. No one seem tuh appreciate it. If they dun wanna forum, shld tell me long ago. I spent long tyme learning how tuh use it, operate it and made it. Even though it may seem easy tuh others, but it was my 1st tyme using. I dunnoe spent how much tyme in the net, wasting my parents money. Den when I told dem its done, no one seem tuh be happi bout it. I dunnoe wad the hell I was thinking when I was making it. Meiyen sounded excited when she heard bout it at 1st. maybe its my fault for handing up things late. It seem sho late le. I dunnoe lahs! Works tt are nort appreciated. I feel lyk crying inside. But be brave dude! Dun brood ova small matters! Treat it as learning new things. Dun bother bout dem! Smiile. =)
I wanted tuh take care of the blog dingy cos I knew meiyen ish bz. Jus want tuh lighten her burden. She oso sounded excited at 1st. urgh!! I dunnoe lahs. Even though the blog ish nort up tuh everybodys standard. Its made by me! I m onli a beginner, wad do they expect?! Haven I told dem I m onli a beginner?! I dunnoe lahs! Everything oso rong! Feel lyk washing my hands out of everything! Urgh!! Haish!

Friday, June 16, 2006Y

Solo in my com room now. Jus finished watching green2 forest, my home. Audrey lent me the VCD, but I dun dink its hers. I dink its her aunts. I nvr listen properly tuh wat she says, cos I was too happy tt I cld lend that VCD. LOL.

It was touching. One drop of tear weighs 26g. but I dunnoe how heavy my tears were. But in the end, the prince and little princess was together. =) good ending.

Actually I put down the feeling of death. If it was last tyme, I m afraid of death. I still have much more things tuh do. I haven complete my studies. And I owas have that feeling that death ish a scary dingy. But now, maybe going tuh heaven seeing Jesus ish a good thing. Maybe, does this mean that I m nort afraid of death? I dunnoe. No matter wad, I will cherish everything tt I have. Help everybody that I can. Study and play sports more while I can. No regrets. Live happily. Den it wld be me. But will I go baq tuh the past, when I lived in the world of darkness? Will the blogskin of mine still remains black? I dunnoe. Today I received fun msg from huiting. The feeling was lyk, I returned tuh the past when we were the best dada. But are we now? Do I miss the tymes? Ytd while I was on msn, wanting suddenly toke tuh me. Have I forgiven her? Forgive and forget, this ish wad the bible says. It is easier said than done. Have I achieved it? Will i? at least we did toke now. Do I still trust her? Still treat her s my da jie? Gangs? I dunnit her. I have my good godsista. Even though she can still help, I dunnit her. But she was the one hu listen tuh me when I was helpless. She was the one hu treated me as her best sista. I dunnoe. But she was the one hu baq stabbed me. I dunnoe lahs. Throw it tuh the past.

Maybe jane was nort wad ppl told me. Love ur enemy, treat ur loved ones wit more love. This ish wad the bible says. Hate no one. I wun hate. Everybody ish the same. But I wun accept fwens. But y did I still smile sho happily in sch? Ohyah, I hab a mei now. But I noe we wun be jie and mei for long. Problem dun lie wit her, its wit me. I dunnoe y I made a password for her into my world. I dunnit any fwens. No F no fwens. I dunnoe. I shut the door. No bells no nothing. No one can enter. I m independent. I am. She will be sick of me one day. Yes! This ish wad my fwen owas do. I her new jie mahs. Curiosity mahs. Once nort curious le, everything will end. Yes, I beliv this. =)

God, please bless the world wit peace. Bless everybodys health. Bless my loved ones. Bless me too. Thanks =)

Wednesday, June 14, 2006Y

Now listening tuh SHE de song. Solo in the com room. Dunnoe whether meiyen coming tuhday eat ice cream. Lata becum mouldy. LOL.

Basically I hab no mood tuh joke. Jus now went tuh see doc. But she nort in. 6.30pm den in, sho in the end, I still missed the YFC session tuhday. SHE. Reminded me of denise and Julia. I saw Julia in mac tuhday. She saw me. Jazril too. Maybe shocked tuh see me in rebonded hair. Last tyme damn tom boi. I jus cld nort change. A big nono. Haish. Even though reconcile wit denise, but Julia nope. Dunnoe how she. I remembered the fwenship rock, do they still rmb? I still rmb the smiiles on our face the last tyme, do they still rmb? But why mus I rmb all those? Do I already vow that my lyfe onli 3 S? studies, sports and songs? No F, no fwenship. Nothing. I dunnit fwens. Yes, thats it. No more reconsidering. No matter wad they will still be my best sista.

These days seem sho cheerful in sch during YFC session. Wonder did I went baq tuh my pri sch tymes using tyme machine. I m a history student hu studies the past. But I know I cant return tuh the past. Wadeva it is. Learn tuh cherish. Dun regret when it came tuh an end. Fwenship the same, relationship the same. Nowadays saw ryan in sch cos of YFC. I dun hab my own grp. But I m certain I still lyk him. We talked. At least. I wonder if he gort stead or loved ones now. But dun dare ask him.

God, I know I m failure in everything. Y cant I find my own talent and progress in that direction. Bless me wit my days on earth. Life and death ish onli 1 line different. I love you loads. =)

Tuesday, June 13, 2006Y

Heys blogger. Finally I m baq!! Long tyme nvr post. Gort miss me nort? LOL.

Here. Today I went to YFC as usual. Reached quite early. Onli 1 volunteer was dere. Opps! Did nort asked for her name. but was wondering where meiyen they all when jane arrived. Today, jane did rong packaging. Its lyk more den 140. its too much, wanted her to pay up. But den it was oso her volunteers fault. They oso wun listen. I was nort angry, but quite disappointed. Volunteers cant be scolded. But how toh tell dem?

Making a forum for the team de blog. But the BASIC skin oso haven decide. They are putting me in a difficult position. Ms ow oso very NIAO. Cant they jus use any skin. If nort satisfied, cant she jus make another skin for me? She art cher lehs. I dun hab a single art cell wad she wanna me tuh do? Urgh!! Fed up! Gort blog becum no blog. =(

Today Audrey complaint how tired it was to be a grp member. But to me, it does nort matter how tired it was. I cant hab my own grp. Blame it on nort becoming a prefect and knowing everything too late. Blame it on no fwens, cant even find a trusted fwen when I wanna sign up. But now, since I m in this grp, I will work hard. Jus for the grp sake. Nth in return. I dun gib a big damn damn tuh CIP hours. Already completed most.

Today hab a another mei, LOL. Name szeming. Hab the same name as my formaer best fwen in GRPS. LOL. But diff spelling. Wonder how she. Szeming cute lahs. Tts y asked her be my mei. LOl. Long tyme nvr keep mei, since Jiajia tt incident. Haish. Cant treat a mei good as before. I dun wanna be disappointed as before. Rmb the tymes when me and jia jia had great fun. The testi that she gave. Everything was perfect memories. God, pls protect her wherever she goes. Protect her from any harm. Dun wanna gang fights and violating by guys. All these kept away from her pls. thanks. =)

Wah, szeming super on man. Say wanna finish my whole blog. Even xueting and kai hu knows my blog dun even start reading from the start. LOL. Lets see how she persevere. Was shocked that she was actually from FCBC de. LOL. Chio and cute little sister.

Toked bout ruian today. Dunnoe whether I still lyk him. If I dun see him, I feel nth. But if I saw him, rmb the tymes when I was in sec 1. haish. Wonder if I still keep the tickets. God, izzit possible tuh lyk sum 1 for sho long? Nvr hab been lyk this before. Haish. Dun care lahs.

Today finally update. Lets see sum pics! =)

Saturday, June 03, 2006Y

2dae went tuh sch. Gort 4 subjects down for supplymentary, when me an sam walked past min er and her to0pid gang. Dey say smt. I knew it was nort me, dey were tokin bout sam. Sho waD?! Dey can style her hair but sam cant.? SELFISH. We did nort even wan tuh toke bout them and dey toke bout us?! Wad kinda to0pid things ish this.? I know rebonding haird does nort suit me. I m nort chio and rebonding hair made me look even worse. But already rebonded, how? I the yr 2008, I wun. We will see. Serene, netball junior, asked me y I rebonded my hair. I knew at once, they think its ugly too. I did nort ans ant bahs. I dunnoe how? I tot afta more den 2 yrs, rebonding again will make a diff slightly tuh the positive side, but in the end, It was nort lyk this. A diff story. It was demoralizing but how? Already rebonded. Haish. Jus leave it lahs. I cant change means cant. I took the wrong steps again. Urgh!!

Thursday, June 01, 2006Y

2dae woke up early. I knew there wasnt physics but well, I went tuh sch as per normal. I reached sch bout 7.30am? but ruiling reached bout 8am? I was early. Yupp. I sat down dere listening tuh my MP3. wonder when can I send it for repair. Anw, I was very surprised that most of the physics guys were outside the classroom waiting. They did nort beliv there wasnt physics klas tuhday. Or maybe, they did nort even bother tuh listen.

I asked the auntie tuh open the door. Yupp. And dere! Ruiling and I were sitting dere. Each listening tuh our own MP3 after she copied my biology hmwk. But in the end, all ans were rong! Oh my gosh! Haish. Nvm, jiayou!

I went for E maths. Surprisingly, mrs tan knew my name. I tot my name was the most diff tuh rmb and pronounce. She proved me rong. But onli once. Nahs. Nort counted. Bleahs. We had sum lessons starting from trigonometry again. But did manage tuh understand. And we did more practice. She gave us lotsa questions for hmwk. Wow! I am almost done by now. Two more questions. Quite easy, except for one part. Her lessons were useful. Going baq again 2ml. 4 supp 2ml. wish me good luck.

Met ms low in mac tuhday was lyk sho paisehs. Cos my phone did nort hab the money tuh tell her, I nit tuh grab a bite before attending her eng lesson. Mrs tan released the 8 failure late, and I cant go hungry. Haish. Hope she dun take it tuh heart. Her assignment, a book review and a 200 word reflection. Hope I can finish by 2dae or maybe next Monday. LOL. But we started chatting and she showed me her photos. Look very diff from her when she was young compared tuh the present her. We talked bout church dingy. Yupp. And we were so engrossed in it. Its tyme tuh go, we went tuh th washroom before leaving. I hab the determine, I mus go up tuh top 10 this final yr. JIAYOU! I can do it. =)

God, thanks for everything. May u bless me wit good nite slp. Thanks once again. =)

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