Wednesday, January 31, 2007Y
`† simplicity mrs. ROLLING & mrs. TOH=love @ {230107}
i changed my msn nick tuh this.
todae i feel sad & moody;
cos des din nort come tuh fetch me from sch;
i noe todae early release;
tts y i kept looking at the clock;
waiting for the bell tuh ring den can see des outside sch;
finally release le;
i went out of klas, den immediately use my fone call des;
i kept calling for 30 mins, nobody pick up;
den from 5pm i wait til bout 5.4x finally des pick up;
haish. . .
he mus be mapling i dink;
den ignore fone;
so im moody and unhappy todae;
i noe love cant be compared;
but if it ish ham and sam;
ham sure rush over de;
but des did nort;
i dunnoe, jus a great disappointment;
shud nort rely on him too much;
was sitting outside sch;
beside mama shop;
i hav $15 wif me;
if i lend another $1 from rolling laogong or JJ korkor;
i cant buy a ppc and sms des;
but i din;
i dunnoe why;
this yr last yr of sch le;
graduating this yr;
i wan tuh buy anything for ah moi including valentines dae present;
hahas!
im nort copying rolling laogong;
but i wan tuh buy for ah moi too;
^^
des wrote in msn;
xiang si ni le todae no see u;
if its lyk tt, den maybe he shud come ova;
but he din;
im alr quite ok wof a stead le;
if he hold my hand i oso dun mind le;
but den somehow, i feel a gap somewhr;
shud nort feel tt way;
he wun hurt me;
but how come i hav tt feeling?
confirmed le;
on the 9th & 10th ish our forwarded sec 3 camp;
which ish my bdae tt dae;
sam sae wan help me count down during mid night;
dunnoe if des wud do the same thing;
if i realy cant open up my world tuh others;
including des;
i mite lock everybodys user and pw;
whr my blog ish my onli world again;
God, thanks for keeping me alive, having a stead ish right or wrong;
let me know the ans;
thanks.
Simply simple simplicity x3
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007Y
HAHAS!
todae des came fetch me from sch;
dunnoe y. dun wan let ppl n0e i g0rt steady;
but den i think i feel more comfortable le bahs;
so sooner or lata will let ppl n0e if they ask;
des was at south view bball;
he asked me tuh go over;
but i lazy lahs, gort hmwk;
den i decide tuh pei rolling laogong tuh teck whye market;
accompany her buy things while waiting for des tuh come over;
den i called des, told him whr were we;
heng des nvr lost his way, den found us;
OMG!!
xinjie was behind me and rolling laogong when we decide tuh walk home;
den she saw des help me carry my bag;
i dunnoe man!
she ask rolling laogong whether des ish her dar;
rolling laogong sae no la;
den she ask if its my dar;
den rolling oso deny;
if she ask tml how?!
i dun wan so many ppl noe sia;
but des owas fetch me home from sch;
sure will noe de sia;
>.<
haish!
nvm bahs;
i locked my pw;
so that ym korkor cant enter;
this ish his msg::
im sorry for everything that has happen over the last couple of days. please listen to me one last time. i wont seek forgiveness but i just want you to understand whats going on. im serious when i said i like you back then. why? its simple because i felt that we were able to communicate and tt feeling was great companionship was what i alway seek for in a relationship. i would say i pretty much spend all my time thinking of you even thou theres a huge age gap and des was already in your life. i know its impossible but i just couldnt help to feel this way. i tot of ending all this the day u accepted des but i couldnt do it. i dont want to lose you. even as a fwen. now that we cant sms anymore i feel even more distance between us. i lost control. couldnt help but feel extra lonely without ur msgs every now and then. im being selfish wanting to hold onto what we had. i think its time i step out of the picture for the sake of you and des. thank you for everything.
ym, u may or nort see this. u dunit tuh thank me anything de. cos im dere if anybody nit me. ppl might nort notice tt, but im sure im! u can owas find someone beta. des and ky will owas be foreva. thanks for listening tuh me too. jiay0u bahs!
Simply simple simplicity x3
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007Y
hie blogger! todae find some time update my blog. gort a new skin le, happy ma? LOL!
todae des came my sch area fetch me from sch!
and den hammy fetch sam hahas!
GRATZ HAMMY AND SAM OFFICIALLY TOGETHER! ^^
den gort a lot ppl dun beliv hammy gort stead
des sae the guys sae tt if hammy gort stead, elephant and ant can walk together >.<
WAD A LOGIC!
i noe hammy ish VERY serious bout sam
hope dey chang chang jiu jiu 1314!
des walk me home today, quite ok de bahs;
he want help me carry bag but i dun let >.<
but todae ROLLING very normal;
crapping wif des non stop!
HAHAS!
hope 2ml will be a beta dae!
hope everybody attend ah moi organize de BBQ!
hope everybody happy always!
hope dere will be world peace!
hope i will be well tml!
God, thanks for keeping me alive. bless everyone! thanks! <3>
Simply simple simplicity x3
Monday, January 29, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007Y
hie bloggie! nvr blog for long le! i wanted tuh [ost all the clothes tt i bought for new yr! but my dad wun allow me tuh use his fone now, so i can onli post the 1st set of clothes i bought + a new bag!
this ish the 1st set of clothes i bought from jurong. erm, very childish la, but i tried it on le, hai hao de. ^^ so ok lors. hahas. so cute de!
this ish my bag! erm actually im crazy for PUMA de, but cant find lors. ALL MY FWEN AND FAMILY KIP SAYING PUMA NO PLASTIC DE! but ytd we went bugis, EVERYBODY saw. HAHAS! dey mus beliv now. i wan NIKE de bag oso! but too bad, i alr bought this. T_T
today i bought 3 more clothes. ytd @ bugis junction i bought a purple top! 77th street de! so nice! ^^ but now i cant find a tie >.< T_T but nvm i will continue finding. tuh pei tt shirt.
i sort out my feeling le, i told ym wad i think le. so i hope if he really lyk me, he will cancel tt thinking bahs. im now wif des, means my heart will be wif des le. so i hope everything will be fine. everything together ^^
God, thansk for keeping me alive. im now on the journey tuh noe how does it feel tuh be loved. hahas! thanks GOD for everything ! ^^ the journey wif u RAWKS!
Simply simple simplicity x3
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Sunday, January 28, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007Y
started on 230107 <3
yupps, agreed tuh go on a steady wif des le.
life ish SO fragile;
finally i said it with the meaning in my brain;
today i talked tuh ah moi again;
cos of today bio lesson dingy;
today mr leong talked bout diabetics;
which he does nort noe ah moi ish one;
every single word he say;
actually pierced thru ah moi de heart;
she was born with diabetes;
when she was 2, she was admitted tuh hospital;
the doc den told dem she has diabetes;
when she was p6, she was admitted tuh hospital again;
which den the blood tt doc drew;
was DARK red in color, almost black;
her condition alr says she die le;
but it was her will tuh live;
SHE ISH STRONG!
GOD took her health away;
exchanged happiness;
exchanged laughters;
exchanged knowledge;
exchanged leadership;
GOd ish fair;
i hope she will be happy owas!
love her as a fwen;
but tyme ish short;
cos we are graduating this yr!
hope we will kip in contact!
4/9 RWAKS!
Simply simple simplicity x3
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Friday, January 19, 2007Y
hie bloggie,, im back!! ^^
let me tell u wad happened for these past 2 days bahs. cos now den gort tyme update. zzz
too much hmwk lor, lyk mountain lyk tt. but den i was nort very happy for all the happening lor.
ytd i went hu enterprise trail. it was the grand finale. howeva, it was nort a fair competition at all! i noe tt lyfe ish unfair. but tt this unfairness ish atrocious!
we gort dere, set up. we were informed last min tt we will be setting up a board of our learning journey. and we were told last min tt eugene was no longer our mentors. thou he a bit gong gong bout the this we were suppose tuh do, but he ish our dearest mentors.
YINA they all SUX!
during the trail run last tyme, dey topped. no 2 while we are no 6. shuni de grp no ranking, maybe very back.
shuni told us the truth. it was yina grp wanted a switch of mentors. so that dey cld win in everything aspect of the game. when the poly informed dem about the grand finale, she din nort inform us. worse still, mdm hayati din nort inform us too. even though dey tot tt the poly ppl might hav alr inform us, as a cher-in-charge, she shud be responsible tuh let us know again. but she din! she didnt!
we rushed the whole day, having CCA off and rush thru the banners. they SUX!
shuni oso told us tt mdm hayati helping the other grp. maybe cos they have more 'hope' bahs.
hu cares?! this kinda cher hu ish nort fair
last min, when the game left 5 mins before end, our ranking was 2nd de. den i think the news hai dao we all. our ranking started dropping. when we reach the 8th, yina de grp was 18th.
it was alr last min, the only way CCK can chiong up tuh top 3 ish when they buy our stuff and pass all their assets tuh us. everybody okok, onli YINA refused. she sux!!
onli think of letting her win herself, or lsoe together. i nvr wanted tuh win, but den we re already winning, cant she let CCK be top?
peh tee came over and sae, if she dun wan dun force her la.
WTF!!!!
SHE SUX! ans we lost. nort our team onli, CCK lost. cos of her. DAMN IT!
todae i went tuh training as per normal. todae ish the selection of team members for championship tournament. i alr noe i wun be inside, so i din bother much. the long run from elspeth almost killed me. i noe aqilah doing her job tuh push me, but den i alr almost dropping down fainting, yet she dinks its becos im tired, haish. i cud nort breathe, suddenly the lungs shutting down. yet im still being pushed. haish. long tyme no train useless le!
when doing passes, i alr recovered. but den i had acid reflux, the whole stomach filled wf air cant burp it out! really so xin ku!
i din noe acid reflux wud affect my physical activities that much.
anw i din manage tuh go tuh sch team. but im okay wif it as im the weakest player in CCKSS netball.
God, pls bless CCK go up next quarter, jiay0u! let elspeth lead well, she can do it. i will still jog every sat, improve my stamina. jiay0u ^^
Simply simple simplicity x3
Friday, January 19, 2007
Friday, January 19, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007Y
YO! im baq! wuahaha, actually today so sians de, dun feel lyk blogging, but den i still hav some happy things tuh blog.
today ish the 1st sat i wanted tuh go for a morning jog, den @ 9am, my fwen called ask me go netball trg which starting @ 9.30am. i was thinking, WTF, all last mins dingy de. but den i tot of ms xie trg us, i went tuh sch as per normal. it din rain, so heng, til ms see say she had a yu gan will rain @ 12 when we are gg home, so it does! @ 12 it really rains. and we took bus home wif ms xie. LOL.
nice trg. ms xie haven been touching ball for 5 yrs, and she still can shoot well. PHYSCO! but den, well,, she ish a national team player mahs, so its alright =X
i went tuh fajar sec after tt tuh receive the edusave bulsary. quite ok, was rushing abit cos actually gg lot 1 wif des hammy and sam de. but in the end sam say she wan do hmwk, so we canceled lor >.<>
i went on msn @ 6, after rushing my english hmwk and complete one story. went on msn tuh see des and xue. i dunnoe leh, its lyk everytyme go in sure ish find dem de. xi guan le bahs. but its really unfair tuh dem. dey mapling, den i ask ym kor or jonjon tuh call dem out. den dey hav tuh stop mapling and come out jus tuh stare @ the conversation screen when we had nth tuh talk about. it SUX. dey can maple de. when we had no more conversation, i asked dem tuh go maple. maybe they tot i feel disturbing dem from mapling, so they owas refuse. but its nort really lahs. i love their company, but dere are sometimes i mus understand wad dey wan de. so i decided nort tuh let dem noe im in msn til dey found out themselves. im nort gg tuh sent ppl ask dem come out, im nort gg tuh sms dem let dem noe. i will jus on9 and wait til dey discover im online. lyk this, it wud be so much fairer tuh dem =) hope my decision ish right.
had received an sms from faith didi, about choosing item which ea represents some meanings.
which you wanna giv me?
1. moon
2. teddy
3. flower
4. balloons
5. sweets
6. ring
7. rainbow
so i chose rainbow for faith. having the meaning tt rainbow ish colorful and i want his world tuh be colorful. den he sent me the meaning of ea item.
1. moon- you care for me
2. teddy- you lyk me
3. flower- you always miss me
4. balloons- best fwen
5. sweets- fwen
6. ring- you wan me tuh stay ard
7. rainbow- you love me
LOL. and he say i chose the same as xin for him. ya lor! i really love him de. he ish really a person tt brings me more tuh having faith. dun see him young young, he ish very cute de wor. its the 1st tyme i had a feeling tt i meant a lot tuh him as well. usually i dun feel tt im imprtant tuh anybody else. but he ish so diff. a great didi cum fwen =)
i sent des the same msg, and he chose rainbow >.<
i asked if its accurate for him, and he said yes >.<
shud i be happy or shud i nort?
ym korkor told me tt, asking him tuh do things for me ish alr lyk asking him tuh wait for me.
he says he dinks tt i will lyk des b4 he really lose that 35kg this yr
but ish tt so?
im nort very sure
but im sure tt tyme will reveal everything.
i promise tuh go steady wif him after he lose 35kg cos,,
i have no hatred towards him
but does it means i will lyk him?
if in the end i dun, will it ended up hurting him?
i believe: the process ish owas more imprtant den the ending.
but in the case, izzit a yes or a no? i shall leave it tuh Go tuh reveal it tuh me.
God, thanks for keeping me alive. pls heal me miraculously.thanks for everything. pls bless me in everything i do, world peace. =)
Simply simple simplicity x3
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Saturday, January 13, 2007
Friday, January 12, 2007Y
YO! im baq. from sch today i mean? anw, i mus 1st-ly grat des for,,,
LOSING 5KG in 2MONTHS
LOL, gratz des wor. okok lets come tuh my part now. haish,,,
my sis din took up photography, instead she went tuh chinese dance. i understands her passion for dancing, and WSSS bo modern dance ma. haish,, so the onli cca tt she can get for passion and points ish onli chinese dance. which im most afraid of. jiajia ish inside chinese dance. i tot everything wud go smoothly, cos jiajia sec 3 and my sis sec 1, recess wun clash, the onli chance that dey mite mit in sch ish so little de, but den now, the cca, haish.
i jus hope nth serious wud happened. i can onli jus pray tt my sis wud stay out of trouble. i noe she say she wun mix wif bad companies la, but u mus noe tt WSSS ish well known for AH BENGS de lors. haish. guai kias lyk jiajia and mingzhi can turn out lyk tt, i really dun feel nth ish impossible de lor.
this actually oso shows that, jiajia and company wun turn be good anymore le. dey are too deep inside the wrong path. if they decide tuh turn baq now, it wud b quite diff tuh find the right path le. how? i can do nth. jiajia and mingzhi was once my beloved mei lehs.
IM USELESS!!
no matter wad, i wud jus wan tuh concentrate on my O this yr. God, pls bless world peace and let me have the determination tuh do the things i wan. pls heal me miraculously. i have faith and confidence.
adding on tuh jogging on every sats, i hope i can strengthened my fitness lvl. i hope i can achieve 100 sit ups every nite, provided i dun feel ill. God, pls bless me wif good health. i will learn tuh take care of myself. =D
Simply simple simplicity x3
Friday, January 12, 2007
Friday, January 12, 2007
Wednesday, January 10, 2007Y
hie blogger, it had been long since i posted entries. but den this yr O lvl, so i may nort be able tuh post that much lyk the past years. i deleted maple, really concentrating on my studies. but den i will still come msn as often as i can bahs. cos des and xue will feel bored >.<
its onli the starting of the year and i have piles of homework to complete everyday lors. i nvr complain lor jus tt sometimes i really nit rests. haish. STRESS YEAR. i mus JIAYOU in EVERY subjects. i know once i indulge myself into homework everyday, the yr will soon come tuh an end. so i really hope that all my hard work will be paid off. GOD ish fair, i shall have faith and possessed much more confidence. JIAYOU!! ^^
today xin nort in sch, she sick, so GOD, pls bless her with speedy recovery. heal her miraculously. thanks. ^^ no addiction tuh maple wor, i beliv in her too. ^^
me towards des, ish love or gratitude? he helped me alot. more den wad i did for him. in fact, i didnt do much for him though. i dun really have tt kinda feelings for him. no hatred, no love, nth. neutral. so i thought if dere ish no hatred towards him, and if he really lyk me, maybe we can try going steady. so i imposed a challenge which he had to fulfilled. once he lost 35kg, we shall go steady. will he fulfill it tuh his fullest? try his very best? or jus slacking becos he know we will go steady in the end. i wan tuh see his sincerity. i dun wan tuh impose a time frame for him tuh achieve within a certain period. cos i dun wan him tuh starve himself tuh achieve that target. but ish tt rong? tt make him slacky? hope nort. if its getting too long, maybe i will consider canceling wadeva i said earlier and jus remain as fwens. any way, jus put this aside.
ms see ish leaving netball. there will be a new cher-in-charge. and surprisingly, it was my english cher last yr. ms xie! elspeth. LOL. good! cos she was a former national netball player. wuahaha! but!!! ='( ms see ish leaving. cant they 2 be netball cher-in-charge? i dun understand. haish.
this sat 13th of jan. i hav orientation for sec 1 cca, and after tt i hav tuh go fajar sec tuh receive my edusave bulsary. wanted tuh ask des along de, after i collect the money we go buy wallet >.< style="font-weight: bold;">BUT, i LOVE my previous wallet lor. thou it cost onli 10 bucks. haish!
GOD, pls bless everyday tuh be great! cos i have faith in you ^^ bless me with great health tuh accimplish every mission i hav. and tuh be @ fullest strength and mental health for O! xie xie ni ^^
Simply simple simplicity x3
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
Friday, January 05, 2007Y
im so sians for now, SIANS. so i decided tuh post. today sch ish normal bahs.
i took my height and weight le. i GAIN bout 1 KG +? OMG lor, im so FAT le, n0w still GAIN weight. zzz T_T
i told myself, i wan jian fei! so, today o went netball. coem baq home tt tyme i climbed up the stairs tuh my hse. later b4 i slp, hopefully i will rmb tuh do 100 sit ups!
LOLOL,, i really hope i can pass my O, so im jiay0u! ganbateh! =D
Simply simple simplicity x3
Friday, January 05, 2007
Friday, January 05, 2007
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