Thursday, November 30, 2006Y

hie blogger. long tyme no update. i n0e u miss me dearly. >< bhb!
kk, i wan start by saying HAPPY FEET RAWKS! LOL.
yixin tt day no $$, actually i oso cant really use my mum de $$, but i told her i will be paying for her. den go home i use my $$ reuturn my mum. but in the end, she ate the free cake for dinner. pity her la, but i too full cant eat anything. ><

i hav many problems. yixin n0w became the past me. she feel lonely. LONELY sux! but den its a good way tuh b independent. but den i myself ish a loner. i can understand. every time i see her grabbing hard on this fwenship i oso dunnoe wad tuh do. she cherish. btu izzit too late? when i wanted tuh hold on, YX and sam ish nort dere. when i left, yixin held on. i cant b too close tuh her oso. cos qiqi ish owas by her side. ish the decision rong?

i met des in maple thru sam. he took me tuh do 2nd job. den giv me many pots. tt tyme he was lvl 90+. maybe wan see noob den come find me. sam was in orbis. we were fwens. til i met bone. bone has 2000M in hsi maple acc. siao se. sam marry liao. my 1st maple dar was kis. but den he nvr online one. when i was doing PQ in kerning, i met shoji, den he was a pro mc-er. has many mouse. LOL. pro lor. den when i in ludi pq, lvl 40+, i saw shoji de main, oso lvl 40+. he asked me b his dar. we were fwens for so long, kis nvr online, so i think ok lor. but whenever i was wit kis or shoji, i feel very weird lehs. dunnoe y. den one day i was playing midnight til 6am, des asked me b his laopo. so straightforward and so sudden. he nort good looking i noe, but den i onli treat him as fwen, den suddenly b maple lao po really very werid. ><

den ok lor, i told him i help him match make 1st, if no lao po den we maple stead lor. but den he dun wan. den he kip asking, i kip rejecting. ><><

den sam divorce again. cos she wan tuh marry STR. desdes bo $$ de. he qiu hun using pm nort mega. STR very romantic. haish. but den cant blame, des sick see doc no $$ liao. but den i accpet lor. we buy things. he bought ring 9k. i bought dress, pink beanie and the spec. okok la. den we decided tuh marry on 1st dec, with sam sam. tis 2ml. ><

den one day he ask me wad if he really lyk me. he ask the type of boi i lyk. he say wad if the requirement was nort fufilled.? i say dun worry he wun lyk me de. cos i too fat short and ugly. haish. i told him im nun, den he say he ish monk. i dunnoe la. but den sam many ppl woo de. des woo her can le. =.=

Thanks God for keepiing me alive. i hope the leaves does work. =D

Friday, November 03, 2006Y

whoa, it has been a long tyme since i posted entries again. nevertheless, im posting again. =) dun dink i wun be mapling, its jus tt i nit tuh rush a proposal, so before i turn on maple, mus quickly update. lata hand itchy again. =/

i know that jermaine ish sick, but den i owas forgot tuh send her wishes via sms. =/ sorry bout it too.
INLINE SKATING was simply fun! i get tuh roller skate bahs. =) even though i dun hav a skate on my own, but i decided tuh keep skating as one of my hobby. when i can afford tuh buy a roller skate, i wud buy it bahs. =)

the distance between me and sam ish slowly increasing. we are slowly drifting apart. she asked me tuh play bootes world in maple, i tot she needed company, so i went, leaving my aquila character along at lvl 27+. but den i realised tt she wanted me dere nort for accompany, jus tt she wan me tuh ying fu wadeva she says tuh her buddy when in tymes of need. i dun hav fwens in maple. honestly. its jus a game anyway, but in real lyfe too. i dunnoe how i shud treat fwens, the problems lies with me foreva, it would owas be my fault. i spoke up tuh YX too, but i dunnoe how i shud put my feelings in words, i hav difficulty doin that. so i can jus say, no one understands me.
im nort being jealous or anything because i dun hav a reason to. but all my chat fwens will owas lyk sam. i dun understand tt. sam ish nort bad honestly, she ish the type many guys wud wan tuh persue [izzit really it?] i think. wheneva fwens come ard me wud ask me bout sam. im really tired about it. a new maple fwen gab was tt too. actually was quite disappointing. kanna scolded by him ytd. if life goes on lyk this, msn wud nvr be fun, maple wud nvr be fun. i jus feel lyk deleting sam away inmy buddy list. i noe she lvl high, goin tuh lvl95 liao. but den she shud understand she was the one who wanted me tuh join her in bootes. now she pang seh me solo dere. owas toke tuh her buddy, ignore me. im still a human in her buddy list right? but she dun understands. RL wud be joining maple shortly, i wud den be wif her. i really dun wanna be wif sam. i noe im a maple noob, gab does nort hav tuh scold me. i will jus learn it slowly along the way. i dun go hidden-street. net tuh study maple. its jus a game anyway.

i dun feel well now, i dun feel lyk talking bout this and that.
Gob, pls heal me miraclously, and YX too. Bless me in everything i do. thanks. =)

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