Saturday, March 26, 2005Y

2dae I went to fajar. When I m uson e toilet, I was leaning against the wall lookin at e mirror. E door went open n a gal in pink came in, I look at her n she looked at me. I dun recognise her! She was yiwen, she looked quite different 2dae dunnoe y. I asked her y didn’t she reply my fwenster msg, she said she was bz. Becox I noe tt tracy stay at cashew, kimberly stay at bangkit so I thought yiwen might living around here, she told me tt she live in fajar. She asked me how come I m here, hehex. I m proud to tell her tt I grew up in fajar, it’s my bex homeland anywayx.

Monday, March 21, 2005Y

2dae I went to plaza to shop for my ingredients for this thurs practical. We hab to bake our own cookies and sell ten portion of it. A bit nervous arhx. 2dae I went to hnf and I lost weight. Happi cox tis holidae I didn’t do much of exercise except going to gym. Now I m into gym, I luv gym man. 2dae I received a shocking msg. Mr. Jonathan ish no longer our form cher. Sad arhx. He asked me not to tell any one first, but I see 2dae everybody so happi, haix. He was being transferred to teach 3.8. haix. Sianx, 2dae e new cher walked in. wah piang eh, he speak loudly suddenly de lorx, kia se lang. I saw peishi, my senior 2dae again. 2dae den I realized tt plaza ish so small, smaller den I thought. I saw peishi at first at Royal Sporting House, den in Popular, den outside Mac. Haix. I finally learn to sae ellox to senior 2dae, dunnoe y. hehex.

Thursday, March 17, 2005Y

2dae I woke up early in e morning preparing to go to escape. A bit nervous arhx cox horx tis ish my beri first time to escape, I nvr even saw escape before lorx.
When it ish time, I went out of e house. I meet my sista, Jamie at e bp platform den we meet e other two fwenx on e cck platform. We took e mrt, transfer ova to e next train n sat in e train for more den 1 hour.
When we reached e destination we got off den we took bus dere. Wad a long journey.
We bought tickets n got in. all those tall tall machine made me look nervous. E beri first machine I played in my whole life in escape is e Flipper. It doesn’t look scared, it wasn’t beri tall too. I got on it, a handsome guy help us tightened e security dingy wit a smile on his face, hehex. Den e machine started. It was spinning, it wasn’t scary at all for such a timid person lyk me but den it made me feel lyk vomiting afta I got off tt machine.
My fwenx wanted to go on e pirate ship, e pirate ship gave me creeps when I recalled my beri first time playin it in sentosa when I covered my whole head under my arms when e ship ish moving and sum more I was at e beri side of e ship. I dun wan to get on it but den my fwenx kept on begging me. I felt so useless at tt time, we went to escape to hab fun, if I know tt it was scary for me, I shouldn’t agreed to go to escape in the first place, haix. We went for car racing afta my fwenx played Rainbow for 2 times. I race the car lyk shit, e fun part ish when e car go on e slope n race down. Everybody ish given 3 round to race. The first time I race my beri first round in e car racing I got stucked halfway when my fwenx hu was actually behind me ova take me. I asked her to wait for me while I m trying to get my car set off again, she waited. E funny part was when we were in e same speed bcox I m a new learner den e last round tt we are goin I speed up and I ova took her den she angry sae she waited for me bt I nvr wait for her. Hehex. Den we went to queue up again n play play play. Afta tt we went to e wet n wild n got ourselves all wet. Hehex. E fun 1 ish e slide which ish e shortest when we gt to take our photo graph. Wah piang lorx, all my face all so funny de. E mouth open so big de. Hehex. Den we sit n sit till we gt so wet. We nvr bring shirt dere. Den we saw a ladies man wuahahaha.he so sissy lorx. Den we went to play e Panasonic wuahaha. In e dark when e machine so rough. We jumped up n down lorx. Hahax. Den afta my first play when we r getting down, I scolded e machine, wad a rough machine, my fwenx all at dere laugh laugh laugh. Den we gt ourselves wet in e wet n wild again n sit Panasonic again, cold sia. Shivering.
In e end afta all those fun, we went to e wet n wild again den we sat e Daytona Go Kart again. Wow! I was e 1st man. Becox e kart go fast lorx. Ahahax.
Hab fun, we promised each other to go escape again afta our streaming yeah.

Monday, March 14, 2005Y

2dae I woke up in e morning, feelin a bit nervous becox I m goin swimmin wit my neighbour, caiyun. We actually planned to go to Cdans at bukit batok bt den on our way dere, she forgot to bring her membership card so we went to swimming complex. I packed everything quickly, put on my swim suit n wait for e time to come. When it’s done, we set off. Tis ish my first time going swimming wit my fwenx, a bit scared arhx. We went down e medium pool and I start to learn swimming. In e pool, I feel tt I cant breathe properly. I wanted to go fer swimming becox I wan to train to breathe properly s I owas hab breathing difficulties. I wan to train up my beathing fer e sake of netball. I wan to train netball properly lyk wad e others do, cox I dun wan to feel wad eva things in e middle of e training. I hope tt my decision ish correct tis time.

Friday, March 11, 2005Y

2dae I made kim angry, bt I didn’t mean it even thought I noe it ish all my fault. I found myself tt damn useless 2dae. I nvr touch netball fer so long liao, can even hold a ball properly. I wan to b lyk e seniors when they can receive hard passes n pass quickly, bt in e end, it was all a joke. I noe tt I made all my netball team mates angry, bt I reali wont gib in now, y should i? when I hab been gibin in to dem since e dae I stepped in into netball. Take advantages of me, easy being bullied. I gib up.
2dae mdm fazilah hurt me beri much, emotionally. Becox habin a second cca oso at fault. Wad on earth mux I do den I will nvr make mistakes? Since e dae I step in into tis sch, everything has been my fault, wad do u all wan me to do den I wont make mistakes? I wan to join second cca becox I wan to train up my stamina to become a beta defender. Tt was rong oso I noe. I shouldn’t becox my netball think until so far.
Sumtimes when I noe tt everybody hate me, I wan to quit netball jux lyk tt. Bt e onli simple reason tt I dun wan to quit ish becox I luv netball. I m willing to do anything fer it, even going through tough training at track n field.
Wheneva I was being ronged by seniors, I wept silently. I wan to cry out loud. Everydae afta netball I feel lyk cryin myself out. I dun wan to create troubles tt y I hab been gibin it, n den U DUN EVA FORGET TT EVERY ONE’S PATIENCE HAS A LIMIT!

Saturday, March 05, 2005Y

2dae I woke up early in e morning cox kana disturb by my sista alarm clock. 2dae I m supposed to go fer hair cut cox hair too long beri ma fan. Den I tot e time was up bt den saw my mother still washing clothes den I went back to sleep. Den my mother ask my sista to go eat breakfast, I woke up becox of e noise again, haix, wad a light sleeper.
I went to bangkit den find tt salon tt my mum fwen introduce, saw liao den went in. 2dae my sista oso cut hair, hahax, she grow hair from p2 till now, damn long sia, den she now hair so short beri funny, kekex. S fer me, my hair length still same lehx, haix, cut lyk nvr cut lyk tt.
I went to gym todae in cck stadium dere. I rush dere afta my hair cut. I was quee-ing up fer e bus 307 den I saw peishi n her fwen Dorothy, den I prayed hard tt dey will b takin 190 bt den suay suay dey took 307, I was at dere standin lyk a fool wondering wad to do.
Den when e bus came, we went up, den I sit down den Dorothy went up 1st, cox gt many ppl arh, den peishi went up a bit lata den Dorothy. Den she saw me, stand dere n sae ooi, den I look at her den I look infront again, den she walk away. Peishi, I noe lyk tt a bit rude arh, bt den horx, I beri malu arh. Paisehx, I tis type dun reali toke to senior de, unless ish in msn sorie.
Den I at dere horx look outside den gt 1 guy sit beside me, pian pian gt other place to sit dun wan sit, sit beside me.haix. den horx, I turn back bt cant see peishi, blocked by 1 guy in blue, den me n tt guy look at each other, den I turn back. Den when almost reach cck stadium liao, den e blue shirt guy n e guy sit beside me went down liao, I look outside at e bus stop den e blue guy at dere smile smile again, den we look at each other again, haix. Funny sia, den I look away again kekex. Den I didn’t saw peishi gt out den when I reach my destination I went down, to my surprise, peishi n Dorothy oso went down. Den I went to gym, den went to play pool, spent all my money so me n my 2 sista buy cup noodles eat, haix, 1st time so pathetic. Den when I wan to go hm, e 307 damn crowded man, den I sae peishi n Dorothy again! Wah piang eh. Haix, she was tokin on e fone.I went hm liao den I saw my godsista, younger de, she goin down lrt, I went in. den to my surprise, she sae hi to me. Den I went hm liao.

Friday, March 04, 2005Y

2dae hab lotx to sae cox todae ish sports dae! Muakx, e dae tt I hab been waiting fer. Tis yr ish different from last yr when we all sit on e cheering part instead of all competitors sitting to a side. We hab chances to scream our heads off man… ayohx, fer jojo sure no prb cox horx, she owas scream in sch when everybody finds it irritating den 2dae she can finally scream till she drops!
When we r waiting fer our turn, we make our way up to e seats. I saw yiwen n her groups of fwenx. Den when I turned again to find her, she ish gone.i nvr noe tt she ish in red house! Haix, I hab stomach ache den I rush to toilet. Actually it was onli nervous not stomach ache. Den when i was in e toilet I heard screams outside bout sprayin hair and all tt. Wad a big fuss dey r makin bout sprayin hair den still nit tuh scream lyk hell, wan spray den spray dun wan den dun lorx, simple logic. I was getting tired bout all these screaming n I was oso angry haix. I open e door loudly den to my surprise when I lifted my head up e 1st person I saw was yiwen. She saw me, den I quickly get my eyes off her, I dun wan c she angry wit me o a black face from her, I stand dere when one of her fwen was blockin my way, everyone seemed to b quiet oleidi. She make way den I wash my hands den I quickly got off. 2dae, mayb ish e last dae of sports dae fer yiwen n her fwenx bahx, dey all all joined lotx of events, kim won 1st in xxx, I forgot le, I dink ish javelin den she broke record. Peishi n Dorothy dey all oso won some metals, yiwen won lotx of it. One of it I was veri excited when everyone was still passin e last baton to e others, her group, the last girl who ran, which blocks my way in e toilet sprint lyk hell man, red hoise gt 1st!
I m oso beri happi for my 4x100m relay even though our group came in 6th position becox when I received e baton, s e second runner, I sprint all my might, den I was e third person, I can overtake e second person bt it came into e end when we need to pass it to e third person, I passed it to jojo, mayb quite blur bahx, she slows down, den when I saw e runners, all of dem oleidi finishes.
I wan to join track n field cox to train up my stamina, I mux try my bex to get in in e try outs… gd luck. Thnx God!


2dae hab lotx to sae cox todae ish sports dae! Muakx, e dae tt I hab been waiting fer. Tis yr ish different from last yr when we all sit on e cheering part instead of all competitors sitting to a side. We hab chances to scream our heads off man… ayohx, fer jojo sure no prb cox horx, she owas scream in sch when everybody finds it irritating den 2dae she can finally scream till she drops!
When we r waiting fer our turn, we make our way up to e seats. I saw yiwen n her groups of fwenx. Den when I turned again to find her, she ish gone.i nvr noe tt she ish in red house! Haix, I hab stomach ache den I rush to toilet. Actually it was onli nervous not stomach ache. Den when i was in e toilet I heard screams outside bout sprayin hair and all tt. Wad a big fuss dey r makin bout sprayin hair den still nit tuh scream lyk hell, wan spray den spray dun wan den dun lorx, simple logic. I was getting tired bout all these screaming n I was oso angry haix. I open e door loudly den to my surprise when I lifted my head up e 1st person I saw was yiwen. She saw me, den I quickly get my eyes off her, I dun wan c she angry wit me o a black face from her, I stand dere when one of her fwen was blockin my way, everyone seemed to b quiet oleidi. She make way den I wash my hands den I quickly got off. 2dae, mayb ish e last dae of sports dae fer yiwen n her fwenx bahx, dey all all joined lotx of events, kim won 1st in xxx, I forgot le, I dink ish javelin den she broke record. Peishi n Dorothy dey all oso won some metals, yiwen won lotx of it. One of it I was veri excited when everyone was still passin e last baton to e others, her group, the last girl who ran, which blocks my way in e toilet sprint lyk hell man, red hoise gt 1st!
I m oso beri happi for my 4x100m relay even though our group came in 6th position becox when I received e baton, s e second runner, I sprint all my might, den I was e third person, I can overtake e second person bt it came into e end when we need to pass it to e third person, I passed it to jojo, mayb quite blur bahx, she slows down, den when I saw e runners, all of dem oleidi finishes.
I wan to join track n field cox to train up my stamina, I mux try my bex to get in in e try outs… gd luck. Thnx God!

Thursday, March 03, 2005Y

2dae went to sch s per normal… den we decide to go to east coast park s 2/7 class outing. We decide to ask j.t go, he said c 1st den we dun plan to tell e hei ma… if she go horx, sure spoil e whole thing de. 2dae I went up on stage to receive metal, bronze lahx, fer high jump… actually gt bronze I oso happi cox horx tis ish my 1st time joining high jump…hehex. Red house ish not leading le, 2ml sports dae I m beri nervous sia, now mux depend on e upper sec red house de, hope dey can struggle more, sorie upper sec! :(
I hope 2ml will b a gd dae fer me, I jux wish tt we can b in e top 4 position can liao. Pray hardly… I suppose I m joining track n field s my second cca bahx, can help build up my stamina for lotx og advantages lyk netball, sports dae, cross country, napfa test n many more!

Wednesday, March 02, 2005Y

2dae raining cats n dogs(kekex) den I went to taf, heng heng nvr late arhx… den horx, do running, haix, now I m veri being bothered by sports dae. Wad if I pull e whole team down? Haix, dey will struggle to b e bex bt will definitely fail when I drag dem down. I feel givin up now, bt den if I giv up now, den I will let all those hu despise me even despise me, haix, feelin beri vexed now, wad tuh do nehx?
2dae saw yiwen @ e third floor toilet, she gab me e expression tt I cant describe, nt gd de lahx, I dink she noe bout me n tracy le bahx. Haix, dink she will nvr eva gonna noe~ wad reali goes on, wad reali happened. Haix…

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