Monday, October 17, 2005Y

2dae did nth much, got back my sci result, quite disappointed. But nvm, wad is ova is ova. Ytd went serene mummy de hse. Dunnoe whether I shld call her mummy again nort, but tis ish already a habit. We made sushi n we ate it. Serene mummy taught us how tuh make it. I gave Cynthia attitude when we r in the taxi. Sianx. I dunnoe whether shld I hav dem s my fwen nort. A bit quite sad. Serene mummy said I m proud, glad tuh hear tt, at least she know tis ish part of me, a real bad point. Tuh dem, I lyk tuh boast around, jus because I noe how tuh play bball, jus because I achieve beta results den e rest. Nvm, proud word will be fine wit me. Lord, I dunnoe wad tuh do. I m getting all confused ova here, I m once again into gang, n den wt ish now a les. Everything changed, jia jia, mngzhi, denise, Julia. Now even Jamie. I dunnoe wad tuh do. Shiqi did not change. Joined gang becox of jia jia. Now wad? Wait fer? My life ish filled wit? I dunnoe. I dun c a bright future. Maybe 1 dae I may even break off fwenship wit shiqi.the whole world changed. Me? I changed. I changed from a cheerful gal now becum lyk tis. Me? I noe u gave me tis life, cherish it, shiqi owas say. Serene mummy n Cynthia make good fwen. Maybe I will jus find an excuse say tt dey r older den me n break off any relationship wit dem? Me? I selfish? I dunnoe. Tell me wad tuh do. Getting all confused ova here. Gtg change my add again. How? Pls tell me. I only trust u.

dunnoe whether I shld lyk him. O maybe shld say, I m afraid of lykin him. He ish only my brother. He lyks yuhui. Me? Third party? Luv ish nort by feelings, ish by decision. My decision? I dunnoe. He ish a gentle, kind and fine guy. I m not suitable fer him. Of course tis ish true. No good points bout me. Going cut hair soon. Now in e process of jian fei. Thank God fer keeping me alive. Let me feel grateful n cheerful lyk I was in the past. Secondary sch life ish e bes n e worse.

YWELCOME