Tuesday, January 30, 2007Y
HAHAS!todae des came fetch me from sch;dunnoe y. dun wan let ppl n0e i g0rt steady;but den i think i feel more comfortable le bahs; so sooner or lata will let ppl n0e if they ask;des was at south view bball;he asked me tuh go over;but i lazy lahs, gort hmwk;den i decide tuh pei rolling laogong tuh teck whye market;accompany her buy things while waiting for des tuh come over;den i called des, told him whr were we;heng des nvr lost his way, den found us;OMG!!xinjie was behind me and rolling laogong when we decide tuh walk home;den she saw des help me carry my bag;i dunnoe man!she ask rolling laogong whether des ish her dar;rolling laogong sae no la;den she ask if its my dar;den rolling oso deny;if she ask tml how?!i dun wan so many ppl noe sia;but des owas fetch me home from sch;sure will noe de sia;>.<haish!nvm bahs;i locked my pw;so that ym korkor cant enter;this ish his msg::im sorry for everything that has happen over the last couple of days. please listen to me one last time. i wont seek forgiveness but i just want you to understand whats going on. im serious when i said i like you back then. why? its simple because i felt that we were able to communicate and tt feeling was great companionship was what i alway seek for in a relationship. i would say i pretty much spend all my time thinking of you even thou theres a huge age gap and des was already in your life. i know its impossible but i just couldnt help to feel this way. i tot of ending all this the day u accepted des but i couldnt do it. i dont want to lose you. even as a fwen. now that we cant sms anymore i feel even more distance between us. i lost control. couldnt help but feel extra lonely without ur msgs every now and then. im being selfish wanting to hold onto what we had. i think its time i step out of the picture for the sake of you and des. thank you for everything.ym, u may or nort see this. u dunit tuh thank me anything de. cos im dere if anybody nit me. ppl might nort notice tt, but im sure im! u can owas find someone beta. des and ky will owas be foreva. thanks for listening tuh me too. jiay0u bahs!
Simply simple simplicity x3
Tuesday, January 30, 2007