Wednesday, January 31, 2007Y

`† simplicity mrs. ROLLING & mrs. TOH=love @ {230107}
i changed my msn nick tuh this.

todae i feel sad & moody;
cos des din nort come tuh fetch me from sch;
i noe todae early release;
tts y i kept looking at the clock;
waiting for the bell tuh ring den can see des outside sch;

finally release le;
i went out of klas, den immediately use my fone call des;
i kept calling for 30 mins, nobody pick up;
den from 5pm i wait til bout 5.4x finally des pick up;
haish. . .
he mus be mapling i dink;
den ignore fone;
so im moody and unhappy todae;
i noe love cant be compared;
but if it ish ham and sam;
ham sure rush over de;
but des did nort;
i dunnoe, jus a great disappointment;
shud nort rely on him too much;

was sitting outside sch;
beside mama shop;
i hav $15 wif me;
if i lend another $1 from rolling laogong or JJ korkor;
i cant buy a ppc and sms des;
but i din;
i dunnoe why;

this yr last yr of sch le;
graduating this yr;
i wan tuh buy anything for ah moi including valentines dae present;
hahas!
im nort copying rolling laogong;
but i wan tuh buy for ah moi too;
^^

des wrote in msn;
xiang si ni le todae no see u;
if its lyk tt, den maybe he shud come ova;
but he din;
im alr quite ok wof a stead le;
if he hold my hand i oso dun mind le;
but den somehow, i feel a gap somewhr;
shud nort feel tt way;
he wun hurt me;
but how come i hav tt feeling?

confirmed le;
on the 9th & 10th ish our forwarded sec 3 camp;
which ish my bdae tt dae;
sam sae wan help me count down during mid night;
dunnoe if des wud do the same thing;

if i realy cant open up my world tuh others;
including des;
i mite lock everybodys user and pw;
whr my blog ish my onli world again;

God, thanks for keeping me alive, having a stead ish right or wrong;
let me know the ans;
thanks.

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