Tuesday, February 06, 2007Y

im damn moody todae again;
i dun let ppl come my blog de;
cos i wan real feelings in my blog;
tuh actually post my feelings;
no nit anybody see;
but somehow, i open my world tuh certain ppl;
which i dun at first;
ppl ask me den wad for i kip a blog;
i said its my personal fwen;
maybe i still dunnoe how tuh explain my own feelings;
dunnoe how tuh face ppl bahs;

i had TAF in the morning;
den subsequently, i hav PE;
den after tt i hav recess run;
i dunnoe;
too much acid in my stomach;
i cant hav recess run;
i noe, cos i alr having gastric pain;
so i told mr liew;
and was excused tuh hav some food;
but den;
im owas gaining weight!
sure cant fit into my new clothes;
T_T

i really feel so pressured & stress wheneva wif des;
ish accepting him in the beginning rong?
im the more serious type;
but he ish nort;
i told him i dun he joking ard;
and hao lian ard;
he did nort change;
maybe he did, but i din see ant;
he ish a lame joker;
i understand;
but the thing ish, his joke dun make me luff;
tts really worse lors;
i tried tuh be happy wheneva wif him;
but den in the end when i reach home;
i will feel moody de;
wheneva in msn;
i cant chat til msn flood;
but his msn i onli reply 1 word 1 word nia;
he dun understand wad i feeling;

i SERIOUSLY hate him making fun of hammy!
i SERIOUSLY hate him sae mushy things!
all these things are kept in the heart;
but sae by mouth;
wan sae how much he love me;
ACTION nort WORDS!
i dun beliv in words!

wheneva wif him, i gort no freedom;
he wants tuh noe everything;
even hu sms me;
i sms hu;
wad i sms-ing;
EVERYTHING;
maybe he ish jus being concern;
maybe he really love me til . . . ;
BUT!
i dun lyk his love;
i dun lyk this kinda love;
i cant afford it!
its too heavy;
too burden-ing;
its too pressurizing;
its too stressing;
i cant take it anymore;

i will lock myself up again;
lock my blog again;
if ppl kip asking me for user and pw tuh enter;
i WILL delete my blog;
den everything in my heart;
i WILL, its jus a matter of tyme;

God, thanks for keeping me alive. make my lyfe smooth. thanks. bless me in everything i do. <3>

Simply simple simplicity x3
Tuesday, February 06, 2007

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