Wednesday, March 28, 2007Y

todae was angry over trivial matters;
such trivial matters can b a really big matter when it affects me;

we had netball match todae;
we lost, as usual;
the person i trusted most in netball;
accused the other;
she din noe the team well;
she's owas absent when we're trg;
she's onli wif us a min;
and the next min she's gone;
we could hardly see her;
we could hardly toke tuh her;
but;
we chatted a lot in msn;
i used tuh visit her blog everydae;
[now sec4's yr ish bz]
she would tag my blog;
she would giv me testi in fwenster;
however;
she made me real disappointed todae;

rolling laogong cried todae;
she usually dun cry in netball;
i was surprised;
cos i was bz trg wif the sec 1s;
she asked me out;
i excused myself;

she told me;
she was accused of nort jumping for rebound;
she was accused for nort dodging out for the ball;
she was accused for nort catching the ball properly;
but;
the team noes;
she ish a shooter wif no jumping skills;
she ish a shooter for speed;
she cant catch ball behind her;
tts why;
joseph trained her for speed;
cos she's the 'shorter' shooter compared tuh the others;

rolling laogong;
'cheer up wors. the team members hu noes u well will speak up for u. jiay0u ^^'

i really feel bad for her;
but i dunnoe how tuh counsel her;
i dunnoe how tuh encourage her;
i jus sit beside her;
listen tuh her;
sorry fot tt too rolling laogong;

even thou its a one sided story;
i believe tt rolling laogong also made mistakes;
cos i will oso believes ms xie de;
but she dun understand rolling laogong well enuf;
she dunnoe rolling laogong cant play well when she's stressed up;

now there's the other thing;
i have this sec1 junior hu ish really KPKB;
jus becos she;s from netball team in the past;
she can be rude tuh the seniors;
jus becos we din nort impose strict rules lyk b4;
she cant scold us;
i really wan tuh scold and slap her in the face;
she has another fwen hu ish in track now;
hu wans tuh transfer tuh netball;
ms see accepted;
but i hated;
dey are really disrespectful;

i promise im gonna impose the senior's rules;
disrespectful tuh seniors down 50 pumping;
she xiao mei mei i dun wan do things tuh her;
if she gang de come lahs!
i oso nort scared her;
wan diao zui;
lai lahs;
we kia eh!
=.=!!!

i hit sam todae!
i wanted tuh fake the ball;
and i failed!
sorry qing ai de sam sam;
XD

another thing im angry was wif des;
i dun lyk his childishness;
i dun lyk his naive thinking;
i dun him for alot of things;
i dunnoe how tuh sae it out;
even if i sae it out;
nth could be done;
i dunnoe wad tuh do;
i dunnoe if i shud ask for break again;
i feel lyk accepting his everything;
i feel lyk accepting his childishness;
his nort growing up;
his immaturity;
him being nort serious when he's suppose tuh;
i really dunnoe;
im gg berserk soon!
i dunnoe how long can i hold his relationship;
i wan air!
i wan freedom!

one last thing about todae!
the to0pid bus driver!
TIB 515P
the bus driver sucks!
the bus was full wif people;
rolling laogong actually accidentally blocked his mirror view;
cant he ask politely?
why mus he shout across our face?
he buay song rite?
lai lahs!
im gg wryte a complaint letter;
i see wad he can do;
the bus PACKED;
yet he ask us move move!
cant he see im FAT nit alot SPACE arhs!?
bo lan lahs he;
FCUKER!

was damn angry todae;
sorry God for scolding bad words;
i noe i kept scolding bad words nowadays;
but i really want tuh stop;
give me some tyme and determination;
thanks;

i saw their smiles;
i din hav a lot of $$ for their present;
so i bought 2 pooh pooh bears!
one wif tigger hat for tunli;
one wif piglet hat for serene;
i cant find tigger for dem;
i wanted tuh buy a HUGE tigger for dem;
ea cost 40 bucks;
=.=!!!
i cant afford a lot;
but they smiled!
hahas!
i love shopping present for ppl;
cos i myself lyk receiving presents;
but i dun hav chances;
so i lyk tuh buy gifts for ppl;
i lyk the smiles on their faces when they recieve it;
hahas;
but i gort a thrashing from my parents ;
for buying present;
=.=!!!
but its worth it!
HAPPY BELATED BDAE TUH TUNLI & SERENE!

i m happy!
i jus received news that jiajia din smoke!
she din break her promise!
i wan cry liao!
i really love her as a mei!
hope tt her lyfe wud b smooth;
jiay0u jiay0u!
thou she wun see wad i posted;
XD

thanks God for keeping me alive;
forgive my wrong doings;
bless me forgive and forget;
i wan mit cynthia & serene mummy next week!
hope serene mummy's free ^^
jiay0u!
i love you JESUS!
u RAWKS!
i stone;

sign off;
yimyim

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