Tuesday, April 24, 2007Y

hie bloggie;
nothing made me sad todae;
yet i feel so vex;
actually dun wanna post de;
but now im posting;

i dunnoe whether i wanna CHC or FCBC;
the tyme slot for both ish the same;
service on sundae;
i cant go out on sundays;
i tot i wud switch church if CHC's service ish on saturdae;
but nopes, its nort;
i miss serene mummy & cynthia dearly;
yet i made new fwens in CHC;
i noe i go tuh church tuh serve God;
nort becos of fwens;
but im lost;
i dunnoe which tuh attend;
sometymes i feel lyk giving up;
i dun dink the whole family will allow me tuh be a christian;
yet i nit tuh hold on;
im tired;
i dunnoe how;
i noe i have tuh turn tuh God for help;
yet i din;
wad m i thinking?
i dunn0e;
God, can u pls help me brain wash?

des din reply me sms ytd;
neither did he reply my msn msg;
i dunn0e wad ish he thinking;
i tot i still love him;
can resume this relationship after O;
but i dink im rong again;
everything shud end in a proper way;
it shud be;
im strong & independent;
i nit no man;
i have myself & God;

getting a new com next mondae;
the delivery man will deliver tuh my hse;
it has free printer, webcam, 2 1GB thumbdrive, 10 DVD-r;
nort bad le bahs;
but i have printer le;
have another one so weird;
but den its in the package;
so jus take lors;
since its free anyways;
glad tuh have vista;
hope tuh learn it fast;

thanks God for keeping me alive;
im numb;
kip me numb;
bless world peace;
u RAWKS!
i stone;

sign off;
yimyim

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