Monday, April 09, 2007Y

once a loner, owas a loner;
im baq tuh square one;

im damn left out in this freaking world;
dunnoe wads wrong wif todae;
perhaps its jus because i sux at quality as a fwen;
or perhaps im jus nort tt type of person dey see as fwen;
wad am i?
im nothing;
n-o-t-h-i-n-g;

firstly;
i was left out during pe;
sam din join us;
for any reasons;
i was in the badminton gurls' team;
din do well;
din managed tuh shot in;
i noe when im wif dem;
IM LEFT OUT;

secondly;
when sam has a choice tuh chose either pei me or jojo;
she chose jojo;
yea!
she cant live wifout jojo;
dunnoe how many tyme on earth did she left me out!
im sick and tired of all these nonsenses and craps!
leave me alone for all i care;
no jojo den find me;
wad am i?
im NOTHING;
n-o-t-h-i-n-g;
i dun exist on earth;
marry jojo lahs;
fucked off;

thirdly;
dar sae when eva i nit him jus let him noe;
he will be down;
todae im damn left out in sch;
but in the end he left me out as well;
isn't tt a promise?
i shud nort be so to0pid;
believe him;
i shudn't;
he dun wan tuh come;
he was at home;
i tot he finish sch at 5, mine at 4.30;
so i tot i will jus bath den rush down plaza mit him;
but he jus said he cant cos he has a lot of hmwk;
jus tell me u dun wish tuh come down lahs;
i will jus leave u alone;
i will be independent;
i dun wan tuh rely on u anymore;

todae sucks;
when i reach home;
i told my mum that i nit tuh get the physics tys;
she jus gave me an angry face;
lyk i wanted it purposely;
u dink i lyk tuh spend my parents money?
i dun!
wheneva i can fork out;
i wil jus buy things on my own;
things i cant afford i have tuh be thick skinned;
ask money from them;

why on earth m i existing on earth?
i cant go church;
i cant do anything;
im useless;

thank God for keeping me alive;
hope tml will be a beta dae;
let my tears flow smoothly;
everything will be ok;
thanks;
i love you;
u RWAKS!
i stone;

sign off;
yimyim

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