Thursday, June 21, 2007Y

hie bloggie;
im baq le wors;
thses 2 days so many things happened;
actually i dun even wanna post de;
but in the end;
i decided tuh post;

firstly ish tt ken dingy;
me and zr now closer le;
zr and ken stead le;
im being put into a diff position;
zr dunnoe how tuh make up decision;
some tymes she wud ask me for my opinion;
maybe tts why she kip saying;
ky says this, ky says tt;
as for ken;
he ish tired of hearing my name from zr;
ken admitted;
he says im kpo;
he says im interfering;

in the 1st place;
i dun wanna bring zr tuh mit ken;
cos i dun wanna she follow my footstep;
mit le maple fwen;
den stead wif a maple fwen;
it's nth wrong wif tt;
but i dun wanna her have a habit;
know a maple fwen;
den wanna mit up;
lyk wad i do;
tts why in the beginning;
i dun even let zr know i stead wif des;

but she beg me;
1st ish clericdragon;
she wans tuh mit him;
her parents dun wanna let her go out mit ppl;
unless i go out wif her;
den their parents will fang xin;
if i noe things will get so complicated;
i will nort agree in the 1st place;

zr ish jus a xiao mei mei bahs;
she dunnoe things;
she will ask me;
we're close in maple;
den ken wud think;
im interfering;
lyk wadeva a decision tt zr make;
ish thru me;

he wun understand;
tt im the middle person;
nort becos i wanna be;
cos i have tuh be;
i promised aunt and uncle;
tt i will look after zr;
tt she wun go out alone unless im dere;
den wad ken wans me tuh do?
now he admitted he buay song me;
im in a difficult position;
jus treat me as one bahs;
im tired;
i jus wanna end of the relationship between me and zr;
between me and ken;
but i cant;
i promised aunt and uncle;
so i've decided;
tuh end this fwenship of mine wif ken;
no matter wad others will sae;
its my decision;
im tired;
u jus blame me bahs;
im foreva in the wrong;
zr pls grow up;

secondly;
i had my result ytd;
i did really badly;
really;
i dun have tuh even bother if i can go into JCs;
cos i can;
but now;
i cant;
wads wrong?
i din maple during mid yr exam;
i ACE during mid yr;
why din the result slip show?
wad's exactly the problem?
hu will believe me;
i wanted tuh cry;
i wanted tuh tear off my result slp;
into thousand pieces;
but i din;
i held baq;
i told myself;
im gonna ace in my Os;
nort tuh be held baq by this setback;
im gonna do well;
u guys gonna see;
its nort the tyme for tears;
its nort the tyme for agony;
its the tyme now;
tuh show my true courage;
tuh show my true determination;
im gonna do it!
God, this tyme;
pls bless my seriousness;
eveything's gonna turn out well;

thanks God for keeping me alive;
bless me in everything i do;
bless me turn up in cg this week;
u RAWKS!
i stone;

sign off;
yimyim

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