Saturday, August 11, 2007Y

im baq from cg;
so my story continues;
i guess it was the worse cg i had todae?
i felt im totally left out;
& totally nort even a cg member;
am i?

maybe i wasn't in the 1st place;
perhaps it was onli my one sided wish;
tuh be in W426;
a warming family;
it wasn't;
maybe its because i dun go cg often;
dun get tuh fellowship wif dem often;
dun get tuh toke tuh dem as often;
i envy dem;
all those hu can now serve in the ministry & those hu are going;
xin & sam ish one of dem;
im slow;
perhaps i will nvr be one;
i stood alone;
at jus one corner of sherrie's house;
nobody noticed me;
im unnoticeable;
i cant find someone tuh toke tuh;
at that point of tyme;
i jus feel lyk going off jus lyk tt;
& nort even want tuh care about those cg members;
den my heart said;
dun be selfish;
& i dun even wanna let dem know wad im thinking;
so i stayed;
until all their heart piercing conversation was done;
we went off;

xin decided tuh go for service;
so i went tuh the shop alone;
asked politely about my memory card;
told tt uncle wad's the probbie;
& tt uncle hu asked me nort tuh trust kip stuffs;
now tell me tt i cant exchange for another memory card;
i have tuh get a new one;
im broke;
but the uncle was alrite;
it was tt dam freaking AUNTIE;
dressed lyk ah lian as if she's one;
interrupted our conversation & ask tt uncle tuh shut up and eat his food;
as if i wanna even ask tt uncle;
it was really rude for her tuh interrupt firstly;
and secondly was rude for her tuh ask tt man tuh shut up when we're talking;
tt AUNTIE perhaps was tt man's wife or something;
PISSED!

todae was really pissed off;
din do things rite & cant get anything rite;
wad a freaking lyfe im living;
get the hell out of you ky;
WTF!

really have tuh thank God for keeping me alive;
i dunnoe wad my lyfe wud be;
i jus noe i wanna stay by ur side eternally;
so pls dun reject me;
accept me;
U RAWKS!
i stone;

sign off;
yimyim

-thanks bloggie for being dere tuh be shouted at; for im really pissed at this moment;

YWELCOME