Monday, August 06, 2007Y

todae was simply horrendous;
it was the worse dae i eva had;
i felt myself such a useless person;
IM A FAILURE;
yes im!

firstly, had gotten baq my a maths paper 2;
i din do well;
jus passed;
it really did pulled down my marks for paper 1;
which was alr badly done;
i din smile the whole dae;
i speak when im suppose tuh;
mood swing's baq;
i dun hate ah gong;
she's my lovely ah gong;
but its really demoralizing when cher said she topped the klas;
she's owas the top;
no one cud eva beat her score;
no matter how hard i try;
when ppl haven even started revision;
i alr started on my a maths;
i did my TYS;
i taught ppl;
i passed my solutions tuh qiqi;
but now?
when ppl ish playing;
im revising;
i worked doubly hard;
i noe im stupid;
it was really disappointing;
when i received atrocious marks for my maths;
the onli subject i can do well;
if i cud nort do well in maths;
den dun eva pin up high hopes for the rest;
this tyme ard;
IM GOING TUH FAIL MY PRELIM;
i seriously doubt tt i can make it for the 1st few months JC course;
& i wun believe myself going into poly;
the place which i despise since young;
which i had nort change impression since then;
IM A FAILURE;

somehow;
i tot i was the onli one feeling tt bad;
i din noe xin was also feeling it too;
we had the same expression & reaction;
Lord, can u convince us tt the situation wasn't tt bad;
things are jus RIGHT infront of us;
yet we chose tuh run away from it;
we chose nort tuh believe it;
we blamed others at fault;
but heyys! that person ish really at fault;
im nort tuh care;

my fone;
was really ridiculous;
jus took some pic when xin, sam, qiqi & i were at lot 1;
suddenly restarted itself;
& now cant detect my memory card;
what the freaking shyt ish tt;
my whole fone sucks now;
SUCKS!
and i cant do anything tuh help;
its hopeless;
i have tt hopeless feeling;

looking at tt kinda result;
my determination & perseverance had gone tuh waste;
i lost them;
tt two kinda key tuh success;
wad m i suppose tuh do now;
im behaving as if its the end of o lvl;
im slacking lyk no one else's business now;
i dunnoe wad i shud do!
Lord, can u pls direct me;
PLEASE!

thanks God for keeping me alive;
i am really lost now;
pls really direct me;
i really nit ur strength tuh accomplish all task;
thanks;
U RAWKS!
i stone;

sign off;
yimyim

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